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2011-04-23T15:56:00.002+08:00

[workin life]

Sometimes working life really sucks big time! if only u noe how it feels like.

since blog is the place to expressed out ur anger, i'll do it den. wel, its my BLOG though!

actually work cn be a FUN thing. wif all ur CRAZY fwens ard. things tat i can't take it is wen parents dun appreciate wat u did. they only see ur smallest mistakes! *tsk*

aftr wat u did for them, in the end, they will write a bad reveiw/feedback!

who is not frustrated abt it seh!

its like u did ur very BEST! give them the most TLC ever, n u get tis in return.

sometime i juz feel like giving up in working for those who doesn't appreciate wat u did! seriously, im like DRAGGING myself to work! juz becoz of those _____!

*angry face!*

2011-04-21T15:30:00.005+08:00

Justin Bieber, My World Tour Concert 2011 @ S.I.S!

Yesh! i've been there! it was a GREAT n AWESOME concert i hve ever been. the concert was held 2daes back at Singapore Indoor Stadium. :)

The ticket i bought was $198! expensive bt worth it.

There is also some mat rep there, n i wonder y they r here. nvr expected them to like him also. haha.

Ofcourse there is alot of screaming gerls n the stadium is almost covered in PURPLE!

Bought some of the items there.

wel, overall i really enjoyed it.

And to those who thinks im SEMANGAT or whatever, i dun even care wat u wanna say. its my money, not urs. so be it! if u think hes stil a KID or wat, FCUK OFF! dun bother listening to his SONGS! And BTW its my money, i cn do watever i want! BODOH!

Will upload more on FB or here soon! :D

2011-01-26T14:25:00.006+08:00

[time to change?]

salary is OUT! *smile* given some to my mum alrdy. treat Mira SWENSENS ystrdae. hehe. movie is on her. still hve some balance. thinkin to buy a new phone? maybe i shld upgrade my line. hmm.. iphone4 maybe? wel, stil considering.

ok, i think im FAT now! nid to chnge. eat less now! bt someone say tat im not FAT alrdy. its been mths since i last saw her. only ystrdae she told me. she say i lose some weight alrdy n look exactly like my twin. bt stil i stil think tat im FAT! so no more oily food. juz soup n a bowl of rice? yup!! definetly! anw, my mum is the one who will handle all of my eatings n drinkin. alot of NO tis, NO tat. hve to listen to her now. actually since last yr, shes my diet nurse. haha! jealous ar tgk org2 kurus! lawa seh. sbab tu tknk gemok! not nice! oops!

2011-01-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

[updating blog!]

hey! yesh i noe, its 2011. n i hve not updated my blog yet for quite some time. maybe? hehe. so here it goes.

hmm.. wel, new year resolution? NONE! at the moment.

life is goin GREAT,accept for some things which cnnot be reveal here.

about work? erm.. duh!! sometimes work could be FUN n IRRITATING! fun only wen u hve ur fwens ard working wif u. irritatin when u work wif someone (....) *rolleyes* enough abt work. im thinking of takin O levels. studyin n working at the same time. i dun mind. still thinkin if i should tke O levels or not. i nid opinion!

anione? hmm.. nxt i also wanted to tke my driving license. can't wait to get my hands on the car. hahaha! soon. tis month salary, i'll definitely register. no more waiting for me. haha.

alrite den, tats all. well update soon i guess.

p.s im missin all of my fwens badly!

2010-11-23T03:50:00.002+08:00

1 WORD!

S.I.C.K!!

my nyte shift? oh gosh! im sufferin frm this sickness. wanted to tke mc, bt tk sdp plk. adoi. hais! no appetite to EAT, DRINK! cn slim ehk. haha. nvr eat for the whole dae n also my nyte, due to sore throat. argh!!
will update more, wen im well.. sorie.

2010-10-06T14:22:00.004+08:00

hello earthlings!

yes, obviously its my OFF dae todae. since i get the chance to update me blog! *smile*

as usual, no plans yet. too lazy to go out. plan to go out wif Surur Haikal, bt den i didn't msg him. maybe ltr. depends on my lazyness.. heh.

ok, my first pay, bought tis watch (above). yes! it is GREEN colour! been aiming tis watch for like so long. the watch cost like abt $149. ex seh. bt nvrm. it is alrdy in my hands now. haha. so far, workin life is ok. bt didn't get to mit my fwens for some time. off dae, usually juz spend time wif my twin. waste all of my money on her only. hais. bt we had fun. alot of pics taken wif is not yet uploaded to fb. too lazy. haha. wil upload soon aite.

and yes2! im meetin mr.y nxt wk. bt not yet plan which dae. OMG! tis time is serious ok! im so afraid rite now. hais. shee! help?! he decided to be serious wif me, frm now on.. n i was like, huh? ok, im not goin to be serious wif him. not until we met. after the mit, den we wil see, who is more serious. u or me? are we still in contact or not. we'll see. *rolleyes*

2010-09-15T16:53:00.004+08:00

OFF DAE!

wel, its been months i didn't update me blog. too tired plus bz wif workin life. *pheeww*
ok, puase time is OVER. now, here come RAYA! haha. tis yr, duit raye not many, coz all of my pakcik2 n makcik2 noe tat i work alrdy. fair enough. bt sedare yg tk slalu jmpe pon, da tau tat i work. mepek seh!

''tk pyh nk blang smue org pe aku da keje. sape yg blang tu, mulut tk tau nk tutop. padahl anak kau sendiri tk keje! anak terbiar. abh nk jage tepi kain org!! bodoh nye makcik!!''
*frown eyebrows*

hais! ok, since its my off dae todae, plan to go out wif Mira, bt den tk jdi. plan cancel. so the whole dae, im at home. BEST! im lovin it. its the only dae for me to slip n watch tv, the whole dae. hahaha! *smile* guess wat?! i WATCHED full version of the VMA todae at mtv. n i saw my matair perform. OMG!! handsome sngt2!!

Justin Bieber OFCOURSE! *tsk* wel, his stil mine ok. nvr fail, to buy his magazines every mth! can't wait for my pay. alot of things in mind, tat i wanna spend!! hehe.

to ain: im SINGLE alrdy tao. juz wanna update tat to u. n also makin lawa seh. weewit! hees. :D

2010-07-19T16:01:00.004+08:00

hais, im like so STRESS seh now!

all thkx to him! wel, last fridae, aftr work teman him go smoke. coz he wanna mit me jap. so ok fine. alik lmbt sikit tkpe. i juz wanna spend time wif him. tats all. we chat n all.

and yes, he alrdy bought his own hp. im happy. coz atleast i get to contact him.

now, he is sick, dun hve enough money to go clinic. i noe tat he is sick, tapi tk pyh nk mrh2 pe. nowades he is alwaes being sacarstic wif me. sometimes i dunnoe if he really is for me. hais. ntah lah. since die sakit, his mood tiba2 chnged. well, i dunnoe wat went wrg. his off dae is bsok, so i thought of mittin him before i strt work at kkh. his rply is, ''i kena check schedule i dulu bile i off. bt wat i noe i put on tues.'' my rply is ok, klu da check blang. teros he tk rply. hais. i really dunnoe seh. since the last mit which is on fri nite, i really miss him alot seh. yesh, i noe he misses me also, tapi i dun feel tat u miss me as much as i miss him. hais. seriously seh. i dunnoe wat to do.

- isit becoz he is sick, tats y perangai die mcm gitu?

- shld i juz stand his perangai for the mean time?

sometimes i juz feel like goin ps to mit him. i really miss him alot seh!!

if onli he could read tis. ade matair tapi mcm tk happy. i keep thinkin negative things abt him.

all i nid is juz to spend more time wif him n also ur care n concern towards me. tats all.

hais!

and yes, im goin to strt work as a EN on the 26(mon) at KKH.

im not prepared yet. feelin scared rite now.!

2010-07-13T11:38:00.002+08:00

decide not to continue the story. too long too type. hehe.

ouhk. im really am missin him. wel, ystrdae sorf of lepak wif him sekjap durin his break time. teman him go smoke, den juz ddk2 bbl2. mira was wif me, tapi she malu. hehe. ok, i owe her big time. hahaha.

its my first time kita ddk bbl2 alone. coz normally we juz smile n do stupid ugly face. haha. theres alot of things tat i dunnoe abt him. n i see it wif my own eyes. *secret*.

wel, i enjoyed talkin to him. theres laughter n all. bt im still having 50-50 aftr meetin him ystrdae. im not sure if he is serious wif me. he has no hp and its hard for him to contact me. tats y. and also im not workin there alrdy. cnnot really mit him. not sure if we cn mit, coz he stay wlds, i stay at tamp. i think the journey is quite far. hais!

my plan is to mit him before i work at kkh. hais. ntah lah. im really goin to miss him like alot!his off dae is on sun, lame kn. den itu pon tk tau if he wanna mit me or not. ntah. i really dunnoe. aftr the meet, he mke me think negative things. hopefully all tat wil disappear soon.!!

n yes, im attach to him alrdy. :D

2010-07-01T15:00:00.002+08:00

Its my last dae workin at Precious Thots!! yes ar. da tk keje agi. bt nxt wed&thurs i hve to come back again n work. 2 daes onli. todae, juz got my salary. gaji da masok lah seh. best pe! bt nid to spend wisely coz im takin O level nxt yr. so nid to do some savings. :D

now, i nid to find other temporary job. Because im no longer workin at Precious Thots. bt now i really regret coz i nvr get to work there alrdy. wel, infront of my shop is a Secret Recipe. and also i knew 1 staff frm there. is a guy. he juz strted workin recently. at first he SOMBONG sngt2! bt now, we ok2 alrdy. wen we saw each other we juz smile2 n wave while workin. abit weird. haha.
n now we contact each other. the story goes like tis..

Last wk, the whole wk, i was workin at SC. so i didn't meet or saw him for like a wk. den on mon which is juz 3 daes bck, i hve to work at PS back. as usual, i juz stand there n serve customer. den suddenly tis guy juz came to work. he worked at Secret Recipe. juz infront of my shop. he was puttin his bag in the cupboard wen he saw me, he smile n wave. mcm da lama tk nmpk gitu.
wen we are workin, we keep lookin at each other abh senyum2. klakar seh. hais. anw, i'll continue tmrw.

im missin HIM BADLY!!! :D

2010-05-18T12:24:00.005+08:00

OFF DAE! (repeated again)

hmm.. todae's plan, go out wif my mum to Jurong Point. maybe? not sure yet. maybe nite time, den i meet my mum there. go mkn. hehe!
actually my off dae is on wed, bt then suddenly ystrdae they chnged my schedule n told me tat im off todae, instead of wed. hais!
gong gong!

well, a few weeks back i saw SEZAIRI SEZALI lah seh! alamak! HENSEM SNGT2!
terserempak wif him at douby ghaut mrt station. he was wearing specs. i was like blur seh at tat moment. i wanna tke autographs or pics bt its too late. hes alone seh! hais.
i really REGRET!! argh!!
there's a story behind it. hmm..

wel, i really give up in findin a job at a hosp. none of them rply. idiot! mepek seh. wtf!
now, apply for office job tat my mum recommend me. seriously seh, im so pissed off. apply tapi no respond.
waste my ezlink je. stupid idiot! yup, no more hosp job for me alrdy. given up!
nxt yr, im takin private wif Mira. hve to work for now. save money! NO MORE applying job at HOSPITAL!!
fullstop!
ARGH!!!

im meeting mr y, by the end of the mth. maybe? coz get salary cn buy baju, juz to meet him. hais. miss him lah seh! Oopss! confirm Mira mrh nie. hehe.

yup, recently contact wif Surur Haikal. wel, he is in ns police now. so, can't really contact him.
bt suddenly tis mr swit talker, juz appear n wanna strt bck wif me. hais. malas nk lyn. da hilang abh nk cri org alik. oh plz! no way!

2010-04-30T16:08:00.004+08:00

OFF DAE TODAE!! :D

onli wen im off, i cn update my blog n fb. anw, sorie abt the late updates. since ain asked me to update my blog. her request is fullfilled. haha. ok.

Happy 19th Birthdae AMIRAH!!

this lady[above], is her bdae yesterdae.
wel, shes stil stuck at JB. will onli be back nxt wk. she called me before her bdae. requestin for her bdae present. hahaha! present? blom ready agi. still thinkin wat to buy. *wonder*
anw, wish u have a happy life ahead. andand, jgn lupa kita pt sini aite. meet up soon k!
miss kau many2! :D

nxt, dae by dae, i cn adapt wif the environment at my work place. to ain, yup, i work at PT. hehe. u shld noe the meaning. klu tk tau blang aku k. haha. oklah, keje sane. bt the one tat i hate most is wen they communicate among themselves in chinese. and im like left out seh. i noe how u feel seh ain. *smile* how i wish cn leave frm tat job asap! argh! pnt gila. juz stand there. OMG! pnt seh kaki. hais. n i haven receive my pay yet. so long. its alrdy end of the mth. *sobsob*

todae is my off dae. went to eat breakfast wif my mum this morning. den we went to tm1 to look for her office clothes. plan to go paragon todae, bt cancel since i haven receive my pay yet. nxt time den we go. now, stuck at home, waitin for my twin to come back. maybe we eat dinner outside wif her. aftr i accompany her go shoppin, we went home straight. decided to tke bus at the int, instead of the library bustop. there is this "mamat" look at me one kind. smpai nk q utok bus pon, masok slh bus no. nyer lane. he suppose to tke bus 37, abh gi bus 291 nyer. tu lah. tgk org lain mcm agi. at first i dunnoe he took the same bus as me. i was like eh, tdi he q at bus 291, den tk psl2, tke 37 wif me. was really shocked n surprise seh. den he sat infront of me. my mum is juz beside me. den he keep staring at me. gile! wen i see his face his eyes tiba tgk tmpt lain cpt2 gitu. den i juz ignore. irritatin seh. den wen its time for me to alight, he looked at me again. this time, he smile. den i juz smile at him back. keep starin at me. dunnoe y. weirdo! my mum also realised he look at me. wen i get down, my mum was askin y he keep lookin at me. knl ehk? i was like, ish! nolah. coz she told me tat, he keep lookin at me inside the bustop. her thinkin was, "eh2, asl bdk nie tgk anak aku je." tsk! weirdo!

2010-04-23T11:05:00.007+08:00

OFF DAY! ALERT!

todae is the only dae i cn update my blog n fb. hehes. wel, been bz wif my temporary fulltime job. its been a week plus i work there. bt nvr stick to one outlet only. at first, i can't get used to it wif the environment. very long hours. lame2 den i get so called "new fwens" there n cn adapt to tat environment. its really tiring! wrap present? not tat gd. check stock? my favourite, coz cn waste time. hee. enough abt work.

since i strt workin, my mind is alwaes down. not sure y. theres too many worries in my mind. ofcourse abt mf. hais. there's alot of cryin goin on last wk. i think Mira n Mahmod knew. thkx for their listening ear. wel, aftr i clear all the things tat is in my mind abt him, i felt relieved. no more worries n stuff. bt only yesterdae, we didn't contact each other. coz 2 daes bck, theres is so called "argument". WHATEVER! hais. he didn't even bother to rply my msgs. n yup, yesterdae is the dae tat we nvr contact til now. im not goin to say sorry or wat again! enough of those sorie. my twin also says, juz forget abt him. dun msg/kol him until he does so. maybe wat she says is TRUE! *smile*

and, yesyes. i MET him alrdy! tat is wen he chnged a few daes ltr!
shee, tis is the guy tat i told u n mira the other dae pt Pastamania tu. rmbr?
da tk contact agi tao. Out of the list. hee. naseb blom in a r/s.

todaes plan? hmm. thought of goin to the HR, tapi smue bz wif workin life n stuff.
tkpe2, i undrstnd. been there. hehe! guess, juz rest at home, n meet my mum ltr maybe? no bondin time wif mum n twin for a few weeks alrdy. :D

♥♥ JUSTIN BIEBER!♥♥
This guy[above] is LOVED by ME!
i juz adore his songs, looks etc! haha. ok2, yani is obsessed wif him.
wanna buy his cds n magazines!
Can't wait to get salary. :)

Things tO BUY! :

G-SHOCK watch. [black]
His CDS & Magazines
Pay Bills. :(
Give parents $$
Buy for SOMEONE Birthdae Present.? hehe.

2010-04-09T15:51:00.003+08:00

went out wif Mira n Shee 2 daes bck. haha. it was the best outin ever!

firstly met mira at ps. she really chnged in her appearance. haha. kak2 seh.

maklumlah da nk 19. hee. we went to eat at pastamania. garlic bread die NOT nice! take not ehk. *smile*. yup2, firstly i said is im HUNGRY! blom mkn seh. haha. bought movie ticket first before we went to Pastamania. thkx Mira. she treat me n Shee. baik hati ehk?!

den proceed to Pastamania. we eat, talk2, gossip abt someone, take pics. haha. fun lah seh.

we sat there for abt 1 hr? coz the movie strts at 5.20pm.

we watch, "Clash of the Titans''. the movie is similar as "Percy Jackson n The Lightning Theif"

all abt god. hees. lucky tk tgk 3D. haha. alot of suspends seh. hees. shee n me make the rite choice. movie rate 7/10.?

aftr the movie, shee n mira bought icecream frm mac. den walk2 to pasir ris park. den U-turn alik. haha. exercise ehk?

den went WS to accompany shee buy her stuff, jln2. den they send me smpai pt bustop. swit kn. hehe. overall, the outin was FUN! :D

2010-04-01T14:59:00.002+08:00

eyy blog readers!

haha. wel, yestrdae Ain called me. *smile*. miss her alot. thought of goin out wif her todae bt she gt plans wif her BF, n also last min thin, im stuck here at my aunty's house. hais.
suppose to meet 'mf' todae. bt sadly, i can't. wel, nxt wk his schedule is tight so i guess, i cn only meet him wen both of us is really free. *sobsob*. tis few daes, somethin is juz not rite in our friendship. not sure y. sometimes his words does hurt me, bt i juz kept it to myself. hais.
hes not the 'mf' tat i knew a few weeks back. i dunnoe y. BINGGIT!

n as for mr.y. we fought because i rply his msgs late, n nvr meet him! there's a reason y i didn't want to meet him tis wk. wel, all he cn say is im full of excuses. if u say so, y do u stil have the heart to msg me n ask me out. he read my fb, abt shuk askin me out. my rply is anythin or anydae. den he repeat wat i say in fb to me. hais. plz lah. kuar ngan die agi mulia! if i hve to meet mr.y, i hve to sentosa juz to meet him. cn u imagine tat. aftr tat bknyer die nk antr alik. confirm kena alik sendiri. tk gentleman seh. frm tampines u noe! he stay jrg east. senang lah utk die. ishh! geram nyer!! *ARGH!*

tis few daes, tkde mood lah seh! BOSAN ddk pt umah!! tats y i nid a partime job soon. nxt wk, i'll called the manager. atleast i hve money to spend on my things. thkx to Nur Ain Karim. *smile*
nxt, sgh stil haven called me. argh! mcm da nk give up, cari keje pt hospital. BODOH NK MAMPOS!

today's plan, continue to decorate my personal diary n more writtin i guess.
if im done wif my diary, wil post the pics here. hehe! :D

2010-03-29T16:17:00.003+08:00

whoa! my blog is like so the berabok. hahaha! its true rite? wel, sorie abt the late updates. been lazy for tis few daes.

hmm..
todae, my stomach suddenly hurts ard 12 midnight. not sure y. the pain is gettin worse while i was otp. i really can't tke the pain. so decided to put down. n eat 2 panadol. after tat, abt how many min ltr, the pain is still there. so, hve to tell my mum. pity her. coz she hve only 2-3 hrs of slip todae. *sobsob*. my mum massage my tummy n asked to rest. den she asked me if the pain has reduced. n sadly it did not reduced. so, my parents decided to tke me to the 24 clinic. den halfway tk jdi. they decided to tke me to CGH. at A&E. i hate goin there. i hve to wait for so long seh. seriously its a sharp pain. seen the doctor, give me injection to reduce pain n i hve to eat the medication given on the spot. hehe. aftr tat head bck home ard 2 plus, goin to 3. my vision at tat tyme was so blurr. maybe there's alot of medication in my body. sleepy lah seh. *smile*

last wk, went out with Betty n my twin. decided to go Bugis to watch movie, bt halfway tk jdi. it was rainin n im not feeling tat well on tat dae. so we decided to head bck to Tampines Mall n eat PastaMania. we really had alot of FUN. especially wen my twin n her met. her laughter is like OMG! hehe. we juz sit there n slack. haha. took pics wif her bt i'll upload tmrw aite. :D

den abt mr.y! nope im nvr meet him the other dae. wel, we fight again. as usual!! duh! hais.
im juz so lazy ti fight wif someone who keep talkin abt the past. forget it aite. hais.hes nothin to me now. juz a regular guy tat i juz knew! *rolleyes*
shee.. he got say anythin?

nxt. ain! where r u? da lame seh tk contact. really miss u alot. tried to kol u tapi cnnot get thru. wel, if ure free do kol me k.? :D

for now, im juz missin someone. not sure y? bt im afraid tat 1 dae or todae he might fade away slowly. have alot of negative thinkin rite now. hais! argh!

2010-03-22T16:11:00.004+08:00

[weekends FREEDOM!]

ok, sat, went breakfast wif my mum n my twin at Swensens! *yum2* haha! den out wif Marni n my bOf. met him first den met Marni at Tanah Merah Mrt! somethin happen wen me n him arrive. haha! nvr seen this incident before lah seh. must KPO2 sikit. n yes, he also call me KPO! *rolleyes*. accompany Marni tu Expo to see tis band. band 7? seriously i nvr heard of tat band before. bt i juz follow coz da lama tk jmpe kwn ku yg gila2! hahaha! im missin the old times wif her. haha!
she really mke me laugh. ok, den went out wif my bOf/bOify. oops! NOT my bOify animore. hes attached. n if i knew hes attach i nvr asked him out on Saturdae. hais! wel, made a mistakes. *hmm*. wen out wif him was ok lah. dun wanna talk much abt him. im SO OVER him!!

sun, went to eat Jack's Place wif my mum n my sis. sedap u noe! my mum paid for it. haha. coz she got her pay alrdy. soo, yup. bt no SHOPPING!
hehehe!
todays plan? out wif my sis. :D
tmrws plan? not sure yet. wel, latest update abt him, he asked me out tis fri!!

2010-03-18T16:37:00.004+08:00

[wat?!]
hais! so the GERAM! how could he do tis to me? im really fedup seh! hais.tis is wat i get if i say sorry to him?! its gd enough tat i realised my mistakes, tat i hve done to u for the past 4 yrs. n all u can say, ''suka hati u lah yani. gd night :)"? huh!!!! hais. GERAM NYER!bdk cd mmg tk boleh percaye ar. sanggup nk knl2 ngan kwn aku. eventhough u noe she my bff list! WTH!!hey! mentang2 kau hensem, kau nk sakit kn hati pompan ar. sial!! r u tryin to revenge back by knl2 wif my fwen! plz lah. u urself says tat u r too LAZY to noe new ppl. as in a new gerl! i did tell u ONCE tat, u shld find a better gerl den me u. im useless to u. i hurt u alot n stuff. bt u say u dun want. mati2 wanna stead wif me! all ur stupid swit words ludah jauh2 ar. ARGH!!u realy hurt me alot. eventhough u noe i hve feelings for u abit, u did tis to me! wats ur motive in doing all tis. sometimes i regret sayin sorry to a person who doesn't appreciate my sorry at all. now i noe guys like u can't be trusted. no wonder alot of ppl says " bdk2 cd, mmg tk boleh percaye!"hais!

its alrdy gd enough tat i realised my mistakes tat i hve done to u. im thinkin to strt over n turn a new leaf for him. tis is wat i get den FORGET IT!!!

GERAM SEH!!!

2010-03-16T14:58:00.003+08:00

i DISLIKE KPO people!

i DISLIKE people who IMITATE others!

i HATE those who STEAL away somethin from me.

eg. :

the one i LOVE!
the person tat i TREASURE alot!

im SO PISSED OFF todae wif SOMEONE!

if ure a FAN of someone, im fine wif it. theres totally no issue abt tat.

bt if u r truely their fan, u shld noe more abt them or find abt their details urself!!

dun easily tke someone's effort wen they find the infomation THEMSELVES!!

tat someone took alot of effort n initiative to find the info abt the one they loves.

asl boleh je gi ambik link ORG! org carik penat2 die senang2 je gi ambik link die, den tarok pt BLOG die.!!

dasar KPO!!! if ure truely his fans, u shld have the time n initiative to find his details. NOT by takin others efforts. FAHAM!

ps. klu terasa too bad ar. u are the ONE!! im referrin to someone who is DAMN KPO!

im NOT referrin to my fwens! im referrin to tis STRANGER!

2010-03-15T15:08:00.006+08:00

[update time!]

ok. todae is goin to be a very long post. hee. maybe?
lets START!

tis guy here, his name is Yusri. known his for like 3yrs alrdy. Mira [Betty], Mary[Marni] & Ain Karim shld noe him. as for Mira, maybe u noe him too. tis is the photo. :D yup, tis is the cd guy tat i knew for 3 yrs since i was in Sec 4. till now he is stil in contact wif me. although i alwaes make him angry, lie to him n stuff, he stil can stand my behaviour. we fought a few weeks bck. n im in the wrong. is was my 1st time to mke a move n say sorie to him. wel, i did wrong, so i guess i shld say sorie first. before i strt the 1st move to say sorie, i realised tat i mke the biggest mistakes ever to him. as in, i HURT him alot! bt yet he stil wanna be fwens wif me. klu lelaki lain, i guess they wil find other girls n leave me. for him? hmm.. no? hes stil there for me. he is alwaes concern abt me, give me gd advices, be my listenin ear. bt sometimes irritatin. for example, wen my dad is sick, he is soo concern abt my dad. askin his condition n stuff. i really appreciate wat he did. im truely sorie. if onli he cn read my blog. i realised wat i did for the past 3yrs. tat is called true friendship. maybe? hard to get tis type of fwen. hehehe! :D

note: his NOT my BOYFRIEND!

nxt, i met him, at Bugis last Saturdae wif my mum n my twin. haha! it was a coincidence. my mum n my twin was waitin for the green light to blink, i was tieing my hair. wen i saw him, i shouted seh. not tat loud lah. haha. i said, "eh!". he juz smile. both my mum n my twin turn. i was really shocked n surprised to see him. da lama seh we nvr even met. seriously!! OMG!! he is wearing his CoffeeBean shirt. he worked there. i juz SMILE. its really UNEXPECTED! my twin was like, "eh! 's' lah, 's' lah." hais. tats all she cn say?! he salam my mum n talk to him ask him hes frm where, nk gi aner, keje aner etc.. i juz looked n smile. *blush* wen he wanna go, we smile n wave at me! i did the same thin back to him. haha! happy lah seh! aftr the met, my sis was askin tis question to my mum, " mama, klu 's' ngan adk stead, mama suka?" her rply is, "yes. of course". i was like, yar rite. tk dpt ar. I LIKE someone else alrdy! not him! frm tat incident onwards, my mum n yana kept talkin abt him. hais! sikit2 je. *smile*

wel, on the same dae, i send my cat for groomin at Vivo City. its been 2 mths alrdy we nvr send her for groomin. so she nid a new look. haha. sadly to say, her eyes is injured. not impaired. alrdy send her to the vet, still the same. bt got improvment abit. her eyes is alwaes watery n red. so far, shes stil on eye medication. i really pity her. hopefully she gets well soon. :D. while they groom her, there is tis 1 STUPID aunty, says to her husband or the son or the daughter,"eh, u see the cat eye. blind." i was really angry wen she says tat. if only i was there to hear wat she says! i get tis info frm my sis. tat is wat she told me. ALAMAK! i was so pissed off seh! *argh* if i were her, i talk back ar! STUPID! dunnoe how to talk back!! if i was there, tis is going to be my rply, ''eh, aunty! u dunnoe how to compare which is blind n which is not?! u blind or the cat blind! n btw the cat ure talkin abt is my cat! go problm isit?! who r u to give wrong comments abt my cat!" BINGGIT SEH!! hais! BODOH PEH makcik!

tats all. for today, no plans. tmrw? maybe? haha. abt my bOf/boify, wil continue tmrw aite. :D
missyou lah seh!

2010-03-11T18:50:00.004+08:00

im sO obsessed wif him [Justin Bieber]!

LOVES HIS SONGS n HIM alot! :D

hes mine. hehe!

yani2. ape nk jdi. haha.

shee, im available for him aje. haa!

will update soon. in the mean time juz admire his face/looks.

tkmo lebih2 ehk. haha!

2010-03-09T15:39:00.005+08:00

[missyou too! boify?!]

wel, yestrdae we celebrated my mum n dad anniversary + my mum bdae!

her bdae fall on the 7 mar, while their anniversary is juz the next dae which is on the 8 mar. swit kn.

hehehe! :D. wel, didn't bought for her any present tis yr. hutang first. hee. i only bought for her a Mango Cake.

since she wants Mango. hmm..

her bdae, we celebrated outside. she didn't come out even a single cent. oil petrol, my twin contribute. den we ate at Parway Parade. the whole dae we r outside.

now she hve 2 watches! OMG! 1 is a GUESS watch. the another is a BABY-G watch! both is frm my sisters. confirm not me. hahaha! ystrdae went Jurong Point n eat den walk2. no shoppin. :(

Andand, ystrdae mornin, i receive msg frm Mira. she ask me if i hve any plans ysterdae. n sadly i do.

she asked me out ystrdae. coz 's' ade. so she wanna asked me to tagged along. OH GOSH! wat a waste.

*sobsob*. free on the wrong dae. it was a last min thin. so its ok.

miss die lah seh. kn shee? haha! single babe! wel, maybe nxt time we wil go out together k mira? i miss you too aite Mira!

todae my mum bought for me dress! thkx! i really LOVE the dress. i'll only wear it on special ocassion aite. :D

anw, ain, da dpt keje? tk blang pape pon. do update me aite.! miss kau many2! :D

abt my bOf/boify?

hmm.. a few daes bck, fought with him juz becoz of my blog post. wel, it is mean for someone tat is HISTORY! i guess its juz a misunderstnadin. jealous ke? if he is my guy? gila! im SINGLE lah! it was really hard to make him believe or trust me. i dunnoe y? stil wonderin y? wel, its really up to u to belive me or not. im so tired to convince u. hais. wats past is past. i juz wanna strt somethin new? undrstand? tis kaki busuk, got blog nvr tel me.! nk secret2. menyampah! tkpe2. now his bz wif his workin life. not sure wen cn mit him. da brape hari he nvr kol/msg me. bz nyer! aiyo.

wel, i miss you alot!! :D

2010-03-04T00:55:00.006+08:00

[out wif MIRA!]

yeah! todae i met Mira! haha. once again its NOT betty. hehe. wel, she suddenly wanna mit me todae. n i really miss her alot! :D atlast we mit! i was late. n im sorie mira. hee.. met her at City Hall ard 5pm. den we walk to Marina Square to accompany her go eat. Since she say she haven mkn yet. She wil onli eat wif i eat. hahaha! so we went KFC to eat. *yum2*
den we mke a move to City Hall to juz sit ard n chit chat. i hve alot of stories to tel her. thkx for being my listenin ear! appreciate it lots! we talk2 abt workin life n stuff. it was really a FUN outin. since da lame we didn't mit. can't wait for the next mit. hehe! we took alot of pics. it was really funny at tat moment. especially the 'heart sign'. remember? hehe. got alot of mat reps there, so we decided to go walk2 at Marina Square den went home ard 9plus.
thkx for everythin MIRA!! love goin out wif u. must meet again k? on ur nxt off dae. :D

miss/syg mira many2! :D

2010-03-02T15:55:00.006+08:00

[gd luck Nur Ain!]

Firstly, i would like to say gd luck to my bestie Nur Ain Karim for her job interview todae at TM!haha. atlast she get the Sales job. hehe. klu confirm dpt keje jgn lupe org pt sini yer. hahaha! :D

SYG kau many2. hehe!

nxt 'my bOf ' read my blog. aiyo. haha. got blog nvr tel me. nvrm. hmpth.
we msg2 den tok2 on the phne. got a new name for 'my bOf ' it is called kaki busuk. hahaha!!
since he, called me gemok! tkpe2. haven meet anyhow say i fat. wanna mit me 1 of tis daes tapi not sure wen. bt it is call a surprise meet. he doesn't want me to noe wen is the dae coz he knew tat before i mit him, i'll exercise first.
ape je. gila! we juz wait n see ehk. if im not fat alrdy, u treat me mkn ar! hmpth!
so frm now cnnt eat too much. hais. nvrm. i also dun cre. *bluekz*

tmrw's plan? hmm.. maybe im goin out wif Mira! its the other Mira. not Betty. hehe. she msg me tis mornin n ask me out tmrw. wel, its been a long time nvr mit her seh. hahaha!miss her many2 too! :D

2010-03-01T15:38:00.004+08:00

[obsessed wif HIM!]

haha. went shoppin wif my twin ysterdae. she really spent alot. haha. maklum lah, da dpt gaji. haha.

i wonder wen is my TURN.? heh. she wants to treat me like buy for me new clothes n stuff. i told nxt time den. :D.

since her stuff tat she wanna buy is more imprtant den me. mcm pa je. hee.

went to ps and eat KFC there. den went home straight. now, im tryin to mke her chnge the way she talk n her anger management!

coz my parents really mad if she talks rudely. den they wil blame me. hais. ok2, watever! everythin me.

my mum bdae is COMING! n sorie to say, present hutang first til i get a proper job. hehe! sowie. :D

wel, as usual, i bought the magazine again. bt in diff month. haha. cost $8.90 lah seh.

hmm.. i juz love magazine tat hve his info, posters n pics. :D hehe.

i think ain shld noe me well. been buyin tat kind of magazine since i was sec 4 rite? hehe!

2010-02-22T15:09:00.007+08:00

its TWINS bonding dae last thursdae. we went out to hve a walk. since its her off dae. so we decided to go TM n TM1 to walk2. bought my fav magazine. i guess my fwens noe which magazines im referrin to. hehe. mhl seh. it cost $8.90. i bought 2. bt in diff month. hahaha! my fav JB poster lah seh. we ate pastamania. for the 1st time i ate wif her at pastamania. if not we alwaes go foodculture at CS! hehe. we pay same2. took pics, talk2 n slack there. it was her idea. :D.

den decided to went back home ard 6plus. tired seh. so we walked past the tamp interchnge where they sell cheap clothes. since my sis want one of the dress, i bought for her first. den she wil pay back biler die dpt gaji. hahaha! tats all.

the next dae, went out wif my kwn2, to Junction8 n watch movie. actually me n mira [betty] want to tke our Nursing Certificate at ITE Simei, den kina, shee n fiza wanna tag along. i dun mind. the more the merrier. haha! we went bishan to watch movie. the movie title is

'Percy Jackson & The Lightning Theif '. the movie is really nice to watch. had FUN watchin wif them. *smile*

after the movie, i've decided to see my hp if there is any msgs. i receive 4 miss called n 4 new msgs! 1 is frm my mum. the other is is a UNKNOWN no. i read all 3msgs. n it was my sec sch bestie Nur Ain Karim! hahaha! i was really shocked n happy so i decided to kol her. OMG!

she really mke my dae. i was HAPPY to hear her voice n contact back wif her. its been years since we contact n meet each other. hahaha! can't wait to mit her. *smile*

den we slack2 at the shoppin mall den went back home.

took pics wif shee. i have 2 words for shee,

"im SINGLE!" hahaha. remember? :D

2010-02-17T16:26:00.002+08:00

Firstly i would want to dedicate tis post to someone who used to be special to me last time. n fade away now.

tO him:
thkx for reading my blog. i didn't expect tat he wil stil read my blog. i thought he dun even care or bother to read it animore. wel, thkx. i was shocked to see his name in my tagboard. wel, i really miss him alot! thought of mittin him bt hes bz wif sch n other stuff. he juz fade away like tat. not sure wat went wrong. maybe i did somethin wrong? if i did, im sorie. hais. hmm.. the necklace u gave me is stil wif me. i juz felt like giving bck, coz theres alot of memories. hais. i stil have my old hp wif me. i stil kept all of his messages bck den. wen i read it, i can't forget abt it. it mkes me think of the past. hais. sometimes i juz wanna delete it. bt i can't. i juz find it so hard. i guess he is happy wif his life now without me. well, sometimes i regret. i lose someone tat used to care for me! for all the guys i noe, his better den tat irritatin guy. hais!! argh! im juz missin the old him. he totally chnged. now, tis moment, we nvr contact each other alrdy. hmm.. juz wish tat hes happy wif wat he is doing now. no point if i regret . tats all den. i dun wanna elaborate more in details, coz it hurts, n hard to forget. i guess it stop till here den. maybe he find it better for us to go seperate ways. thkx for everythin tat u hve given me. maybe i'll give bck the stuff to him. *sad*. to me, hes alwaes in my '.....' . :D

juz feel like lettin it all out. sorie. if u r readin tis, thkx.

2010-02-12T15:31:00.005+08:00

im sick now!

strted to feel sick on wed morning. wen its time for me to go out n mit Mira(betty) n shee.

haha. i met Mira n Shee at ps McDonald to eat our breakfast.

it was my 1st time wakin up early in the morning. haha!

we went to take application form at SGH den mit kina n fizah skali.

wel, im sick at the wrong dae. i supposed to enjoy myself wif fwens tat i haven't met for like a very long time. hais!

sorie guys if im too quite. i hve sore throat on tat dae. tats y.

hehehe!

ok, we went vivo aftr takin the form. we juz slack ard n eat LJS!

bt i decided to share wif Mira coz can't finish. *smile*

we slack until ard 5.45pm coz i nid to mit my mum at simei. they ate ice-cream w/o me!

sedih pe! hahaha! maybe nxt time den. :D

while slackin n eatin, we played tis game called "the moment of truth".

where we spin the bottle, n if the bottle points at you, they wil asked u a question n u hve to ans it truely.

hahaha! fun n funny. i like the part where the question is, 'wat is the most embarrasin thing u ever did?'

i reveal it. wel, tk sangka kina n me have the same thing tat is really very embarrasin for us.

Funny seh! they mke me laugh. seriously.

den took pics wif them n stuff.

so far the outin turn out to be OK. :D

2010-02-09T17:05:00.003+08:00

my keyboard now, da sot2! thkx to my cat. hais. the letter 'q' die tercabot. the rest i fixed already accpet tat letter. lucky not all the keypad. geram seh!

aiyo. i juz left my com for a few seconds, n he go disturb my things. he scratch like wat.

ARGH!!

todae nothing much. juz sat at home onli. my sis went to work alrdy.

wel, there's so called war at my house last sundae. hais. coz y mum juz got to noe tat my sis(yana) ride motor wif his guy every nite bile nk alik.

KECOH seh. as usual. i juz kept quite. bt eldest sis like f*** seh!

like ppl alwaes say,"wen the fire is small, dun mke it bigger n bigger." wel, she did tat.

hais! aner org tk panggil die KPO! wel, she deserves it.

now diorg tk bbl. im like the center person. haha! wel, i guess my mum juz want her daughter to be safe. coz got alot of cases in the news tat they died becoz of bike.

my mum dun want tat to happen to my twin. bt her rply is tis," y my eldest sis cn ride.? she's big enough to think wats rite n wrong. how long more they wanna control me.? klu kuar pon ade curfew. "

i also dunnoe lah. aiyo.

now abt tat irritatin guy. he msg me again the other dae. trying to be nice wif me.

showered wif swit words. i hate tat. hais.

he wants me to topup for him his pp8 card. u msg me nice2, juz becoz u wanna me to topup for u?!

plz lah. u may think im rich. bt im not rich for u. u think im ur ATM isit?!

if i topup for u, wel u msg me? NO! u onli msg me wen u feel like. hey! i noe u lah k.

bile pp8 da nk abis, u want to talk swit2 wif me n stuff. FCUK OFF lah!!!

bodoh peh jantan!! i noe ur motive k. u say u like me n stuff, bt behind my bck i wouldn't noe if u hve other girl alrdy.

u r juz usin me! ur pm says tis "i swear i love u!". bt its not meant for me. u took pics wif other girl n u expect me to believe tat shes ur adk angkt. whatever lah.!

u want to msg other girl juz say lah bodoh.!

hais!

same new dae.

2010-02-08T16:22:00.007+08:00

Ok2. since many ppl is so curious y i didn't go to the Graduation Ceremony last tues is becoz my dad juz got discharge frm hospital on tat dae.

tats y i can't make it. wil, i really miss my fwens alot! those who r close to me. hehe.

if u wanna noe wats wrg wif my dad, he have slip disc. didn't go for op. yup tats all.

i've repeated tis like many times to diff type of ppl including 's'. haha!

i miss all of my fwens. especially, mira (not betty), my attachmnt fwens includin 's' n ila, my classmates, my crazy fwens(mary&betty), n my bestie ain!!

MISS THEM LOTS!

he msg todae out of a sudden. was SHOCKED to receive his msg. susah tao nk tunggu die msg dulu.
wel, i miss him alot seh! miss the old times in sch/attachmnt wif him. memories lah seh. juz feel like mittin him. hais.
we juz sms abt life n wat im doin now, as in work or continue study.
ARGH! its been a long time since we contact each other.
tiba2 he msg me todae. OMG!can't stop thinkin abt the past.
ehem ehem! :Dhaha.
too obsessed wif him! feeling happy skjap. hee..

2010-01-26T16:29:00.003+08:00

now im soo jealous to the want who hve alrdy have a job at a hosp. hais. they are ready to be a full time nurse. OMG! im so proud of all of u. sometimes i wonder wen am i goin to work n wear those uniform. hais.. wel, i guess tis sat, i'll ask mira to accompany me to tke the form. shes the onli one tat i cn rely on. hais. really nid to find job soon. btw not mira[betty]. its the other mira. *smile*. how long am i suppose to rot at home n juz shake legs? as if money wil drop frm the sky.

AARRGHH!!!!

the boy above is so cute. wel, he is onli 15. *awww*. stil a kid. bt a cute want. hehe. how i wish i get someone like him bt older. hahaha. hes MINE! *smile* im so obsessed wif his song. OMG! wel, gtg wanna hear his songs on youtube. :D

2010-01-25T17:03:00.002+08:00

ok..

home again todae. wel, stil have to look aftr my dad. stil sick. hais. pity him. not sure wen he cn strt workin. n me stil haven find any job yet. my mum have been nagging for not applying job. hmm.. i wanna tke the form, bt no one is free. who wanna accompany me? wahidah is bz wif her part time job n the others... hmm.. forget it. its not tat im lazy. i juz nid someone to accompany me. bt they r too bz wif their stuff. how long am i suppose to sit at home n do nothin.? huh.!

takin cre of my dad pon ade gaji seh. haha. i only get $50 ystrdae. my mum call in 'gaji'.

wahahaha! *smile*. boleh lah. atleast somethin. thkx mum! :D

ok abt tat irritatin guy, wel, we nvr really contact already. can't be bothered wif him alrdy. now, i wanna try to be wif the one tat i have known for like 3-4 yrs alrdy. the only thing is tat i hve to mit him. hais. bt wen i wanna be wif someone, they wil fade away. hmm.. watever!

2010-01-20T16:12:00.003+08:00

hey2!

yesterdae is really not a gd dae for me. so called a ''no mood'' dae.

hais! tis is all becoz of tis so called a fwen of mine.

known him for like 2yrs plus frm msn. nvr really chatted or online in the internet.

onli nowades i strted to online n chatted wif him. 1st time webcamin wif him, he told me tat he like me. LAME!! i nvr fall for tat..

den its been daes we msg each other n stuff, tibe2 he changed.

im not sure wat wrong did i do.?

he told me hes pp8 low. so? u wanna me to topup? sorie sikit. nvr eh!

he chatted wif me n webcamin. bt den it was juz a short n borin webcamin ever.

it nvr happen like tat before. it was so sudden. hais!

he offline so fast. i really can't be bothered wif him.

hes the *.....* guy ever!! onli mahmod knw how i feels..

i was really feeling so depressed n no mood ystrdae. all becoz of him.

how i wish ure out frm my mind!

stupid boy/guy!!!

t0 MIRA:

thkx mira, for being there as my listening ear. i was too stress up n dunnoe who to turn to. hais! my other fwens r too bz wif their life. hais! really appreciate it lots. i cn onli turn up to u n my twin. u both are alwaes there. thkx for the advice! :D

2010-01-19T19:55:00.001+08:00

HATE

HIM!

TATS all for todaes post.
hais.!

2010-01-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

eylO ppl!

wel, 2 daes ago, i was webcamin wif one of my fwen.

he is very the giler! tindik kt gusi lah, lidah lah. aiyo!

sometime bile tgh webcam dengan die, mcm irritatin gitu. keep showing me the piercing.

OMG!! Ewww!

so had fun chtting/webcamin wif him. haha.

hmm.. nid to accompany my dad go physio at ttsh.

hes stil unsure if he shld drive there or tke taxi.

da tk boleh ddk agi nk drive. tk fhm. *smile*

someone is attach alrdy seh. haha.

well, congrats to tat person. *ehem*

hopefully you have a wonderful relationship wif him aite! :D

wonder when is my turn.? hehe.

2010-01-11T16:14:00.003+08:00

day by day, im stress n confused! *sigh*

wel, juz feel like sayin tat. haha!

ok. i haven find any job yet! so STRESS OUT wif tat.

my mum keep pestering to work as a nurse n apply job online!

im juz 50-50 ready to work. not tat im lazy to find job.

hais!

forget abt tat. nxt its abt my fwen i called her/him ''my bOf ''.

wel, sometimes tis fwen of mine is very irritating. loves to mke me angry n stuff.

sometime we r ok, sometimes not! im juz so pissed of with her! *urgh!*

so freaky minded. so wat if ure attach. i dun give a damn.

its ur life, u can do wat u want. y bother textin me, callin me n stuff.?

i juz want u out of my LIFE!

Hais!

2010-01-08T17:34:00.005+08:00

eylo ppl! hehe!

wel, juz finish talkin on the phne wif my bOf.

haha. juz came bck frm camp. my gilerness kwn. hehe! *smile*

guess wat?!

for the 1st time, im stuck at home like for 1wk! OMG!

can't go out coz my dad juz got discharge from ttsh on Mon.

hes sick. :(

i hve 1 patient at home already. haha. can't barely walk.

nxt my twin, happen to be sick on tat dae. Fever somemore. hais!

total 2 patients already. *alamak*

i have to do housework alone. go pasar alone.

everything alone. medications must be given to both my dad n my twin..

because of them, im stuck at home for 1 wk already includin todae. hais!

BORIN u noe!

tmrw have plans, ika invited me to go to her bdae pit.

not sure if im allowed to go or not. hee.. :)

i'll confirm wif her tmrw.

*imissmybestienurainkarim*

2010-01-04T18:20:00.009+08:00

its already 2010!!

woohoo!

wel, many things happen in 2009. juz forgive n forget abt the past.

start a new yr afresh. which means nid to find job!!! hais!

n also SEZAIRI SEZALI is the 3rd SINGAPORE IDOL!

love him lah seh. especially wen he sang the song "touched by an angel". :D

juz wish him the best. i don't knw ppl dun like him to win. they r makin him feelin guity.

stupid comments. juz accept the fact tat hes better than 'tat gerl'! duh!!!

its public votes. idiot!!!

mengamok skjap. hee.. :)

*no offence

*to the want tat LOVES to spam ppls tag! the pic above is for u!

u deserve it. plz lah, grow up. ape nie nk maki2. since u do tat, i do the same bck to u.

tis is my blog, n my sis have the RIGHT to write anythin in my tag or blog!

who r u to judge her n scold her like tat. if u hve issues wif her, settle like a grown up!

prangai mcm puki mak kau jgk. asl boleh suruh kak aku isap buah.

kau tk cukup isap buah org pe! sial peh anak!!*

2009-12-22T15:18:00.003+08:00

hey! straight to the story k. hehe!

Ok. hmm...

Fri, 18.12.09

went out wif Mira! hehe. its a last min shoppin wif her. haha! we met at City Hall MRT n proceed to Orchard. we went to ION to look for her clothes. she wanted to find dress. hee. den we walk2, n share stories together. haha! *smile*

we really talk alot. took pics wif her. she treat me ice-cream. n it was unexpected. thkx for the treat mira! hehe. must treat her back. it was FUN hangin out wif her. :D can't wait to mit her again.!

Sat, 19.12.09

went out again wif Mira n friends. they called it 'Missy F.I.I.S.M.Y'. hahaha! went Sentosa wif

them. met shuk n his fren Noel at tamp mrt. i was really sweating there. seriously. can't stop sayin the 'panas' word. took pics wif them. i ride on the LUGE + skyride. Fun lah seh. really very kecoh. some of them is their first time bt not for me. ride both before, at NZ.. hehe! aftr tat shuk n mira wanna ask me to go for gig. wel, called my mum she say NO! hais. shuk wanna talk to my mum. since she noe who is shukrie. n he stayed somewhere near my house. he can send me home aftr the gig. hmm..

reach home, my mum thought tat im going to the beach at night. tats y she say no. she heard wrongly. OMG! if not she allowed me to go seh. argh!! i think she trust shukrie a lil bit. hee..

tired. wel, goin to update again tmrw.

missfirmany2..

2009-12-15T18:16:00.003+08:00

attachmnt is OVER for JRO8O1 ppl..hehe!

now have to be an independent EN.. OMG!

time really flies very fast..without knowing we r alrdy graduating as a EN..

hais.. missing those times wif my CP fwens!! missing them lots!!

hopefully we wil still contact each other n mit aite.? *wink*

tis week is like a bz week for me..

yesterdae went out to send my cgh form with my kwn2..*smile*

soO kecoh..haha..

todae wil be my resting dae..hehe!

tmrw betty will be coming to my house n juz lepak..haha..

confirm kecoh..she is goin to be CRAZY wif me n yana..*smilewink*

can't wait to mit her..

btw i've got bad news for mira..will msg u ltr aite.. :D

2009-12-09T19:47:00.003+08:00

HAALUUU PPL!!

hehehe. its like long time alrdy nvrm update..

sowie many3. been bz lately. hahaha.

wel, alot of things happen for the past few weeks..

to make it short n simple, i'll juz put in bullet points:

-went home wif 's' went i was in kk attachmnt.

-alrdy got my gold necklace name. *smile*[will upload the pic of necklace soon!]

-bought new HP. E63, red colour..

-been eating in restraurant like almost often. hee. *yummy*

-went to watch movie wif my cp fwens. ard 12 ppl go. "ninja assasin"

So far tats all. tat happen recently. hehe.

ok. attachmnt is almost over for another 2 more daes. hahaha!

i know all couldn't wait for holidae. hee..

now im in imh..

2009-11-10T18:25:00.003+08:00

EYLO PPL!!

haha..sorie for not updatin tat often..

been bz n all..hope u juz understnd.. :D

ok, i'll talk abit abt my night shift..[to ziela]

Night shifts was quite ook if u cn get long wif ur staffs there..

For me, its my first time in tat ward+first time working wif the nite shifts staff..

1st dae, i was abit blur..dun really noe anything..there is only 2 students in nite shifts including me..haha!

wel, come to work, tke REPORT as usual..den my SSN teach me alot of things on tat nite..

i really learned something frm her..Seriously!!

She taught me how to do charting like, carry forward the I/V solution for the nxt morning, calculate the total input n output etc...

She also taught me how to do bladder washout n stuff like tat..

It was quite interesting n tiring..hahaha!

For my 2nd dae,

its the same SSN..bt tis time she is not doing the junior work..

its the other SN!! i hate to the MAX!!!

she only knows how to ORDER students to do tis n tat!

Sometimes she is being so SARCASTIC!!!

she asked me STUPID QUESTIONS! questions tat is so EASY to ANSWER!

WHATEVER AR!! stupid seh..

the only dialogue she like to say is this:

"student tke the para alrdy"

"student help me tke tis"

"student do tis, student do tat"

Everything student!! Some nvr even say THANK YOU!!

isit so DIFFICULT?!! mentang2 ade student, they like tke advantage on us to do all tat..

as student, of course we must help, juz tat sometimes they can't WAIT!!

wen ure ask to do something by ur staff, a few mins ltr there is another staff asked u to do tis lah, tat lah..

they can't see isit?! what we r doin!! FED-UP seh!!!

They shld learn to be PATIENCE sometimes!!!

tats all i could rite abt night shifts..Overall i appreciate the SSN who taught me alot of things on tat night..

THKX!! :D

ok, guess wat?!

i saw 's' todae!! WOHOO!! HAPPY SEH..hahaha! *smile*

it has been like how many days, weeks we didn't met..haha..

he look different..have to cut his hair..haha!!

2009-10-28T15:11:00.004+08:00

OMG!!

Today is like my 1st dae working night duty. Haha! I'm quite scared coz it really is my 1st time. And also nt sure wat to do. There is only 2 students. Suppose to be 4 students bt we hve to seperate to other ward. Hais..

Because there is NYP students doin their attachment at the ward tat we suppose to go. Because of them, have to make changes!! *rolleyes*

WTH!!

The ward im goin, is really a bz ward. Yesterdae, time really flies. Seriously. Is like ure too bz wif work tat makes the clock to 3pm. Hahaha! *smile*

It was really tiring yesterdae. Hopefully todae is not a BZ dae. Can't take it!!

And guess wat?!

We have to do a reflective journal for 3wks in tat ward! Merepek lah seh!

Even cikgu didn't asked to do tat. Haiya! So LECEH! *angryface*

Irritatin!

To him:
If ure reading my post, den its gd. If ure not den its ok. I nid to say tat im really sorie tat i can't mit u rite aftr attachmnt. Im tired,sweatin n stink. Seriously. Its not tat i refuse. Plz understnd wat i meant. The other post tat u read the other dae, they r juz my fwens. I didn't say tat he is permanent in my life rite? Hais. Juz think abt it. U alwaes look down on urself n alwaes think negative things. Hais. Plz lah. Im really3 sorie. How long u want it to be tis way? :(

2009-10-20T19:16:00.004+08:00

As u all cn see, didn't really update tat often..

coz been bz n too tired to update my blog..haha!

so far, its alrdy attachmnt time..done some skills alrdy todae..*relieve*

wel, i didn't mit Yusri on Sat..coz not feeling well..tis time LUCKY he tk mrh..haha!have to fix for another date den..hehehe..*smile*

have to mit the swit Mira..haha..not sure wen yet..

will update her soon.. :)

the other dae, my mum saw 's' at Bugis..somewhere near the Raffles Hospital..

i was surprised tat my mum cn still recognise his face..haha..

it was really hilarious the way my mum told me the story wen she met 's'..

they actually talk2 abit u noe..*smile*

forget it..hahaha!

he didn't msg me or ask for my schedule shifts alrdy..

NVRM!!have to forget abt him den..

But sometimes i mish die, sometimes i hate die..

i dunnoe..i'm CONFUSED!

*ARGH!!*

2009-10-10T23:57:00.006+08:00

went out wif my fwens yesterdae to Sentosa..

da lama tk gi seh..haha..wel, i had a SURPRISED belated bdae celebration wif them..

i was really shocked tat time..they bought for me a bdae cake n presents for me..*awww*..

swit seh..LOVE U ALL MANY2!!hehe..

i appreciate everything u guys did to me..

especially to Ayu, Ziela, Shee, Mira[betty], Dee n many more...haha..

PRESENTS given by them!!hehe..THKX MANY2..

Thkx korg..aku tk akn lupakn korg k.. :D

nasib baik tk nangis..hehe..i wil not forget the swittest thing tat u did for me!!*smile*

alrite den juz look at the pics aite..hehe..

2009-10-08T12:38:00.004+08:00

ITS 7 0CT 09!!

WOHOO!!

i really had FUN on my 18TH BIRTHDAE wif my family yesterdae!!

i really2 enjoyed myself..yesterdae was the best birthdae celebration tat i've been wanting!!

Its TWINS DAE yestedae..1st time i celebrated wif my family including my eldest sis..we took alot of pics..

Overall, i would like to THANK my DAD for all he had done to make her TWINS happy!!

He,[my dad]

bought the latest LEVIS watch tat i really wanted!
treat us lunch in a restaurant!
buy a $20 car coupon coz its a weekend car!
bought for me a BIRTHDAE CAKE!
n also he asked for OFF dae yesterdae! [specially for us]

THKX!!

i really can't expressed out the excitement i had wif both my sis+my parents!

in the afternoon, went out wif my dad, yana n oldest sis..

go eat2 den jln2..

aftr tat went home to chnged clothes..and fetch my mum at eunos mrt..she juz came bck frm work..after tat go straight to City Square Mall to eat swensens for dinner..

Tis time its my mum who treat us!*smile*

thkx mom!! her present is also special to me..she bought me n yana a gold necklace wif our name on it..hehehe!

I would to thk my beloved fwens who send me a birthdae msg exactly at 12am on tuesdae night!

receive alot of birthdae msg frm u guys!! THKX!

bt didn't receive any birthdae msg frm 's'..hais! nvrm!*hmpth*

forget it!

n lastly, guess wat.?!

Yusri called me yestrdae nite!!*smile*

he wish me happy birthdae!! BEST NYER!

i thought tat he totally forgot..i guess he did not..haha!

we talk2 on the phone..jokes ard..he mke me laugh on the phne..bt there is some argueing goin on..bt settle alrdy..haha..

he juz wanna focus on me je..tat was swit..see how long he cn be wif me..hehe..

Ain! i take bck my words for calling him an irritatin guy..hehe..sowie.. :D

den aftr we put dwn the phne, he msg me askin wat tyme i wanna go to slip..

i reply, y.? he says he wanna talk on the phne again..

da naik SYIOK plk..haha..i told him to kol me tmrw den..

Well, a quick history abt him...

he's a FireFighter guy..["bomba", tat is wat he says]
21yrs old.
known him since Sec 4!
waited for me n bear wif all the arguements wif me for like 2yrs alrdy..

[bt tis type of guy, can't really TRUST]

have to wait n see wat happen next.. :D

2009-10-05T15:52:00.004+08:00

ohk..its STORY time! hehe..

wel, last fri on the 2nd Oct..wen jln raye wif my nursing classmates..

for the 1st time i went out wif them..coz i dun really hang out wif them..hmm!

mira follow, so i go..haha! we wear the same colour!

it was really a tiring dae..met them early in the morning.. ard 10.30am at boon lay cntrl station..OMG!!

hmm..wel, had fun wif them..especially at Mary House..haha! kecoh seh die!!

my legs hurt..almost some of the girls have problem wif their feet..becoz of their high heels..hee!

the next dae which is on sat, 3rd Oct..went jln wif my other fwens..

wen jln raye wif Zulaiha, Mira , Shukrie n mny more..total there is 8 of us including me..haha!

he was the one who asked me to go..wel, 2 of them bring their bofy, mira bring her fwen n 's' is wif me..so all got their own partner..hahaha!!

Woke up late on tat dae..n didn't get to go to their 1st house wif them..hee..

they decided to go my house n frm there i could tag along wif them..

so my mum met 's' alrdy..lucky she didn't talk to him..MALU SEH!

all wear red..except me, ika n her boify..feels abit awkward..*smile*

it was really kecoh! mira really loves to take alot of pics..FUN!!

i really had FUN wif her n the rest! WOHOO!!

can't wait to mit u again!! :D

n also she loves to disturb me n him..haha! n he juz smile n keep quiet..hmm!

her mum thought tat he n me is together..bt i say no n smile..

she say she knew it tat we r together..*smile*

sadly we r not..oh well..wat to do..

*stil wondering*

2009-09-28T14:54:00.006+08:00

yesterday went out wif my family..

to continue the visiting..sat n sun is the only dae tat my dad is OFF!! aiyo!

had fun yesterdae..took pics wif both of my sis..[below] hahaha!!

as for todae, im ALONE..yana work todae till nite..

order Mc Donalds for lunch..hee..its her idea..ate Cheese Burger + Fries + Milo..*yum2*

haha..ouhk..'s' msg me yesterdae..

he ajak me to jln raye wif him+ila n fwens..was quite surprised..

not sure want to go or not..its on 3rd Oct..mcm gannggu plk..

is like im frm other class..wel, stil thinkin if i shld go or not.?

"Ain, shld i?"

Mira asked me to go..she will be wif me..hee..

mira msg me yesterdae night..

she share something wif me..n it shld be kept SEAL..only she n me knew..

pity her..wel, hopefully u try ur very best aite Mira.. :D

syg mira!! stop thinkin abt the past aite..

im here to help u n support u n also to be ur listenin ear k..

so no worries.. :D

tmrw im going out wif Mira [Betty] n my twin yana..

go watch movie..bt not sure yet wat movie to watch...hmmm...

we'll decide tmrw den..hehe..can't wait..

its been so long i hang out wif her..hahaha..

i can go CRAZY wif 2 jokers especially Mira[betty]+yana...*smile*

it reminds me of tis bestie of mine..name ''Nur Ain"..

juz miz my crazinest wif her..hehe..miz ain many2!!!

klu jmpe her, must tke pic n talk many2..bt wen?

mish u lar seh!! hehe!

2009-09-23T23:22:00.005+08:00

WHOA!!its been like a very long time i didn't update me blog..

so sorie abt tat..hee..been bz preparing the Hari Raye stuff wif my mum..since my dad go no off dae before Hari Raye dae..hmmm..
ok! i will update wats u ppl been missing for the past few daes.

Wed, 16.9.09,

GUESS WAT?! i went out wif Mira!!haha..i accompany her to buy her baju kurung for Raye..

we met at Paya Lebar MRT n proceed to TKC..im late..hehe..sowie..

den half way looking, the weather is not tat gd..its rainin heavily n we are stuck at the geylang food store..the new want..*i think*we breakfast there..

Share seats wif one of tis makcik..shes alone wif 3seats empty..haha..

i thought she is wif her husband or wat..skali tk..haha..after our breakfast, went bck to TKC to buy her baju raye..

decided to go somewhere else..to sit n chit chat til ard 9:15pm..hee..

we took pics, chitcat n many more..

it was fun hangin out wif her!!haha..

nxt time we r goin out again..tis time on my bdae!! WOHHOOO!!

can't wait to mit her!!

syg mira to the MAX!! :D

Thurs, 17.9.09.

it was my DAD's 51 bdae..hahaha..

gettin old alrdy..hee..wel, we celebrate his bdae by buying for him a CHOCOLATE CAKE!!

*yummy*..haha..todae was the dae we celebrate his birthdae as a family..

awww!!!

Fri,18.9.09

is a very bz dae..help my mum clean the house, do last min shoppin..hehe..

its my 1st time 'gantung langsir' in the living room+my room..alone!

didn't do tat before..my mum says tis year i nid to learn how to do all tat..coz i am alrdy grown up..

she do the cookin..i do the cuttin..hahaha..

wel, it was really very tiring..normally my dad do all the cleaning..hehe..

tis time no..coz he work..OMG!!

Sat,19.9.09,

is the last dae of cleaning n cookin..haha..

juz touch up the house abit..hee..wel, stil penat..

Sun,20.9.09,

its Hari Raye!!

wel, everything was not rite..

hmm..juz dun wanna talk abt it..

Mon,21.9.09,

went to JB to visit my fav atok n nenek there..

haha..den went home..fetch my eldest sis..

continue the hari raye outing..bt onli 1 house den home..!

Tue,22.9.09,

COOKING TIME again!!

my aunty from KL came..coz they went home todae mornin..

consider our house is the last house they visited for the dae..

went market wif my mum..ate mc donalds for breakfast..hehe..

its like the whole past few daes im really bz..

hais..

todae is the onli dae im free to update..haha..

chatted on the phne wif betty [mira]...

talk2 je..abt her fwen..

ps. ain, sorie lmbt update..slmt ari raye!!datang umah tao! :D

2009-09-15T14:30:00.002+08:00

ouhk..now i juz woke up..its like wat time alrdy..haha!

ltr maybe goin plaza sing wif my mum to buy some stuff..not sure jdi or tk.?

hehe..

yesterdae he viewed my blog..ok, i'll not post any of ur letter 'r' k.?

he say after he views my blog he feels sad..i was like ok..

i told him tat, imm not makin fun of his 'r'..i juz love to hear all the pronouncation yg kena mengena with the letter 'r'..hmm..wel, juz forget it..

he kol me ysterdae nite..we chatted juz for awhile coz he nid to do his stuff..

totally understandable..hee!

Mira msg me ystrdae nite..tis mira is not betty frm our A class k!

its another Mira..hehe..she asked me out todae..to accompany her to look for her bju raye..hee..

den i told her tat i can't make it todae..coz i hve other plans..sowie mira..

but we will mit tmrw..to look for her bju n breakfast outside together..haha!!

1st time goin out wif her!! syg mira! hee.. :D

2009-09-14T00:36:00.004+08:00

alwaes slip late at nite..now is like ardy 12.36 am n im still awake wif my sis..

todae nothing much..at home again..get scolding for not eating my medications..haha..

breakfast wif my family except for my dad..*sob*

wel, last nite i talked to him on the phne agin..ard 11+ till 1am..haha..

since, i hve nothing to do after watching the 'Scary Movie 4' ysterdae nite..

the movie was really hilarious..1st time watching it wif 2 of my sis n my mum..its like bonding time for mother n the 3 daughters! hahaha!

ok, back to him, spotted another word frm him again..hehe..

like,: 'bowin', 'niari', 'owang' n etc..haha..i juz love to spot his letter 'r'..

it was really so obvious..hehe..sowie many2..

he really make my dae ysterdae..*smile*

Guess wat.!

Zul called me again todae during breakfast..

as usual, he says y i didn't msg him..he was waiting for me to msg him..

i was like, 'eh2 die nie..suka2 die je.' DAMN piss off wif him..n ain he is in the same camp as Atik..

SURPRISED?!

wel, iam..hais!

tk msg pon kena mrh..MEPEK SEH!!!

To ain:

i got the photo of Yusri..

rembr? the want tat i knw since sec sch..perangai tk ubah seh..haiz..

he msg me again..tis time juz say, 'selamat bersahur :).'

hmm..ape je..hahahaha!!

muka je hensem tapi perangai mcm ape..

rmbr sec sch time we msg him n mrh him bck.?not sure if u still rmbr..

2009-09-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

its my adik sedara birthdae yesterdae..she is 7 tis year..

tapi bbl mcm maknenek..hahaha..

went to my makcik house to celebrate her bdae..was force to go..hais..

SICK, bt nid to go..wat to do..hmmm..

wel, talk to fir ysterdae til 2am in the morning..we chatted on the phone at ard 10+ to 2am..OMG!!!

fun talking to him..juz realise tat he has difficulty in pronouncing the letter 'r'..hahaha..

like: 'bareng', 'mee goreng', etc..hahaha..love to make fun of him ysterdae..

todae Zul called me all of a sudden..since the past 1mnth he didn't even bother to call..

tkde pompan den find me..WHATEVER AR!!

he said y didn't i msg or kol him..i was like eh2, u alwaes chnged ur no. n now u blame me for not contacting u at all..how abt u? did u even bother to msg me.? NO rite?!

forget abt him..

ate Mac Donalds for breakfast..we order, since its the last min thing..

suppose to breakfast wif my mum at hime bt den she hve to mit her fwen..hmmm..

alrite tats all..too SICK to TYPE!! :D

2009-09-10T01:09:00.004+08:00

now is the chance to update my blog again..hehe..

wel, EXAMS is FINISHED!!soon it is going to be attachmnt time..hmmm..

the exams was average lah..wat i study dun really come out..hee..oh well, wat to do..

suppose to went out wif my fwens ysterdae to geylang..plus breakfast with them..bt i can't last min..my parents asked me to go tkc wif them..

SORIE EHK.. :)

something happen on tue..after my BEH exam, me terserempak wif 's'..it was so sudden..seriously..

den gave him bck his nametag..coz he left it at IMH tat time..careless boy! *smile*

den saw my fwens outside at the escalator..they thought i was waiting for him outside the exam hall..the sound of "ehem2" started..it was so embarassing seh..i juz smile je..hais..

all of a sudden Jas asked him a very RANDOM question..

tis is wat she asked openly,

Ayu: 's' asl tk stead ngan yani?

'S': *smile*

i was SHOCKED seh wen ayu asked him tat question..i seriously dunnoe tat she is gonna say tat..Betty juz smile je..MALU lah seh..so random plk tu..mahmod give comment yg lebih2 plk..ALAMAK! hais..

*Mira help me.?hee..*

i juz ignore je..wel, tis time my cp is not the same wif him again..hmmm...

klah,will update soon..wanna rest now.. :D

2009-09-01T13:10:00.001+08:00

hey!

hmm..something is not rite with my blog..not sure y.?haha..
ok..its TEACHERS DAE todae! n its a holiday for me..:)
bt stil have to do my revision for exams next week!!
after tis hve to read my notes on PCB & BEH..OMG!!
todae alone at home..as usual, my twin work full dae todae..hais..

hmmm..
yesterdae met him..to give him back the speaker..haha..
it was really so KECOH..we suppose to mit at tamp int..bt den Betty nid to go to the ladies..
stomach problem..aiyo!!
atlast met in sch..itu pun kite terserempak..hahaha!*smile*
betty juz can't stop smiling..CRAZY!! hee..

klah nid to do my revision..
BYE!!

2009-08-25T14:20:00.004+08:00

AGAIN!

sorie abt the late updates..hehe..lappy still the same..

now im usin Marni laptop..haha..THKX!

ok2..lets strt wat hapeen for the pass few daes aite..

hmm..

Wed, 19.8.09,

its Photo Taking dae..haha! my fwens were all so excited..den, 'he' msg me all of a sudden..quite surprised to see him msgin me..haha! bt he msg me ard nyte time..asking abt a place to bind his notes..oh wel..hee.. *smile*

Fri, 21.8.09,

its Marni's 22nd Birthdae!!! hahaha! at first me n mira, didn't know tat it is her bdae todae..she was happy the whole dae..until, Jas told us tat its Marni's bdae..hehe..we sang for her a bdae song..den went break wif her, mira n seetha..bt we planned to buy for her a small cake wif candles secrectly without she knowing it..hahaha..

we gave her a SURPRISED! n she kept saying,"eh, so swit seh korg."hehe..it was really a swit moments..haha..

mira n me decided to buy for her a birthdae present..hopefully she loves it.. :)

Sat, 22.8.09,

PUASE TIME!!

the 1st dae of fasting..quite tiring..becoz not used to it..hee..

my twin n me planned which dae to wake up early to help my mum prepare the foods n plates..

HERS: MINE:

-weekends -mon

-wed -tues

-fri -thurs

-fri

*for the fri part, we both wake up together..coz no one wants to give in..hehe..

tats our schedule for the fasting month..hahaha!

Tue, 25.8.09,

todae, we finish early..no more psy lesson..YESH!

stay bck in sch for awhile to finish up my PCB revision questions for tmrw..

all done..except for some questions i dun knw how to do..hee..

now im wif Marni..Betty went home first..she got something on..haiya!

nvrm..had FUN wif my fwens todae.. especially Mary [marni]..haha!

2009-08-17T19:23:00.003+08:00

PHEW!!

Its been a long time i didn't update me blog..hee..

sorie many2..especially to Ain..haha..wel, been bz wif projects like BS & PSY..

NOW!! the project is ALL DONE!! no more project work for me..* relieved*

ok..during the National Dae holidae, went KL with my family..picture taken above is at the HOTEL!!

FUN lar SEH!! WOHOO!!! :)

todae msg2 wif Firdaus n Syabil..Syabil is juz my fwen..not more than tat..haha!

went break wif Marni & Betty [mira]..hahaha..

watch CD using Marni's laptop..Cita "Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak"..it was really a hilarious bt yet scary movie..

as in there is alot of suspend..Overall the show is really2 funny..MUST WATCH! haha..

Nowadays, questions tat ppl often asked is tat, "did u mind if u fwen or like a person below ur age?"

tis is my ans to them, "for me, i dun care wat ppl say n also abt the age diffrences..as long as the person love/like u den tat is enough for me.." *smile*

Bear tat in mind k my friends!!

2009-08-06T17:19:00.005+08:00

its WAHIDAH birthdae yesterdae!!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAE!!

hope all ur wishes came true!

hope u like the small present we gave u yesterdae..hehe..

abt the video, sorie, tk serious sngt..hahaha!

hope u like it!! :D

bring my lappy to sch again todae..actualli i bring almost everdae for tis few daes..

n hang ard at Burger King & Starbucks till 6.45pm..hais..juz to wait for my mum..

wel, have to do tis for a REASON!! :D

its a good thing coz i cn do my notes while waiting for her..so, its not a waste of TIME!!

TIME is PRECIOUS?. hehehe..

went to Starbucks wif my sis, yana, yesterdae..we bought only cookies..

coz we nid to charged the lappy last min..den we atleast hve to buy something to use the lappy there..hais!!

tis cnnot go on everydae cn BANKRUPT seh! hahaha!

Hmm..

todae tat Ms.Geek/Butch approach me n Mira first..

so sudden she ''salam'' us..we juz play along..

she talked to me todae in class..i juz say 1 to 2 words onli..*yawn*

Whatever!

nothin much happen todae..saw him n his fwen went home together..

as usual i IGNORE him..mcm da mls nk lyn/tunggu die..

To Ain:

ain, i suddenly mish Atik seh..y? he nvr contact me alrdy..i msg he tk reply..mcm tiba2 aku rindu dier..eventhough he hve tattoo, i prefer him than the other guys tat i knw..tattoo guy is much better..not all is bad..skrg mcm menyesal, coz i didn't accept him at first..the thing is tat my parents dun like me to be fwen wif tat type of guy..hais!!i seriously mish talkin to him..how?

2009-08-04T12:40:00.005+08:00

WOHOO!!

BCLS is OVER!! Psy class test is also OVER!!

left onli the BS n PSY project..which i hve not yet touch or see..hais..

nvrm..ouhkay, forget it!!

yesterdae we celebrated Nurses Dae in sch..hehe..the entertainment was ok lah..

good effort though..was SURPRISED to see Shukrie perform..hmmm...

even mcm malu malu..hahaha..*[for tat gerl, im not JEALOUS at all!]

when he sang, my fwens kept shouting my name..''yani,yani, yani!!!''

MALU lah seh! heee..

so far i enjoy my Nurses Dae wif my fwens..

Nxt, juz got to knw tat tis 'gerl' dun like me n Mira..we dun give a DAMN!

since blog is for expressing anger, i will express it here den..

to tell the truth, we also dun like 'Ms.Geek/Butch'..she thinks she is so GREAT..

she told someone tat she dun like me n Mira..for her info, we also dun like u since the sch re-opens..

whatever ar!! if she dun like tat someone, she cn juz say..

her face expression alrdy told us..we didn't do any WRONG/HARM to u rite?!!

SOO?!!!stop acting like u are soo GREAT!! IDIOT!

even the someone tat told us abt tis says tat we didn't even do anythin..out of a sudden tat 'Ms.Geek/Butch' says tis..

btw tat someone is on our side!!not urs! nobody likes u..they PRETEND to entertain u!!

BODOH!! muka nk mintak sepak je!!

2009-07-30T07:42:00.002+08:00

phew!!
yestrdae BCLS lesson was really tiring..seriously!
at first i was really scared..afraid tat it might be hard n can't remember the sequence..
In the morning is the practise for Infant CPR & Infant Choking..
aftr break, u hve to do the assessment..it can be quite confusing..u hve to rember both..
aiyo!!

bt i manage to do for all 4 practice..all is 1st attempt..quite happy..but scary!!
hahaha! i hve to join the C class..sufian was in tat class..
Since last yr, everytime i saw him, he nvr smile at me..not even ONCE!suddenly todae wen im in his class, he smile at me..OMG! quite surprised..
well, he help me alot! in the practice part..heee..
So far C class students is quite friendly..they help each other eventhough we dun really knw each other.. :D

Fridae is my Phase Test!! ARGH!! must STUDY again..
hmm..
todae is my BS class test..hve not even read yet! to tired to read ysterdae..

STRESS SEH!!

2009-07-28T12:34:00.003+08:00

Eylo!!
i bring me lappy to sch todae..haha! wel, sorie abt the late updates..
been bz wif sch stuff..hee..tmrw is my BCLS lesson..argh!
scared seh..hais..
my fwens called me ''TAPAI'' for now..stil wondering wat is tat.? hee..
bt i called her ''TUPAI BONCIT''..haha..ziela2.. :D

now i contact wif Firdaus onli..wel, hes the one tat msg me first..oh wel..
as for Yusri he msg me bt i didn't even cre to reply..the IRRITATING boy!!
yestrdae went home wif seetha..accompany her go tamp int..coz she nid to clarify abt her new ezlink card..
then saw him n her!! ain, u shld knw who i meant..klu tk tau den aku blang kau k pat blog kau..haha..
den he ajak me mkn..bt den i refused coz he is wif her..so tknk jdi lamp post!!
hias!! BINGIT!!

nowades we tk rapat sngt..whatever!!!
i dun cre pon! if u want to mke me JEALOUS, plz ehk..im not tat type..
imy fir..hehe!
klah, gtg revise my CPR for tmrw..hmm..

2009-07-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

Guess wat?!!

ystrdae aftr sch, hve to mit my mum at TM coz nid to accompny her pay my bill..hehe..

while waitin for her, decided to go mac n sit2..i saw my Sec sch fwen!!

I saw Fernansa..OMG! its been like how many mths alrdy we didn't mit..bt we r in the SAME sch..haha!

we chit chat den talk abt our old classmates, [eg. Stephanie Chew, Sherman n etc..]

hehe!

i was LATE to mit my mum..haha!

den my mum bring me to go eat at Pizza Hut..we r sick of it eatin at Swensens..haha..

so SEDAP!! really spent time wif my mum..reached home at abt 9.30pm..

once stomach is FULL, bed is the only thing tat im thinking at tat moment..hee!

Ate pizza again todae..bt its Canadian Pizza..

Marni n her fwens ordered it todae..it was really a FUN time we had together..

seriously hilarious..there's alot of laughter going on, made new fwens frm other class..which is frm class B..

they r really2 funny.. :D

Ate pizza for 2 daes! OMG! hahaha..

now revising wif Mira at my house..till here den..

Bye!

ps. Ain!! imy alots!!

2009-07-19T15:50:00.003+08:00

phew!!

now juz came bck frm eating outside..

wel, todae parents not in a gd mood..juz becoz of my oldest sis..

The troublemaker gerl..hee..shes ALWAES like tat..*chish*

actually my twin n me dun really like her attitude..bila tah die nk tukar..hais..

sometimes we r together, sometimes not..ikut musim gitu..hehe!

My hp bill is STUCK! haven pay cannot use..hais..

im using a pp8 for now..hahaha..

yusri can't contact me n im hapi! he is soo the irritating..can't rply msg pon nk mrh2..

im not his gerl seh..can't give my pp8 no. to him..

im waiting for 'him' to contact me..bt he didn't..maybe 1 dae i guess.?

its not Atik..its Zul.. :D

i heard alot of stories abt Adit..

wel, maybe he stil wanna be fwens with her..aftr wat she has done to him all tis time!

its up to him..im NOTHING to him!

onli tat gerl cn tell him wats the rite thing to do.!

*whatever*! i dunnoe wat he sees in her..*blur*

*to those who thinks ''tat gerl'' is her, den its YOU*!

2009-07-18T17:56:00.003+08:00

EylO3!!!

hee..yestrdae was my 1st dae at class D n class F..n also my first time talking to Mira in her classroom n etc..haha..

once u get to knw her, she is quite friendly..fun to talk wif..

hopefully we could hang out together 1 dae..hahaha..*smile*

it seems tat he is more close to Farah..hmm...WTH!!

the class is so 'kecoh' n fun..i like!haha..there is 1 guy keep calling me ''the new gerl''..haha..

to compare D n F, i prefer D class..hahaha..

went home at 4pm ysrtdae..so tiring..hee..

todae nothing much..juz sit at home je..

tmrw i'll be OUT!!

klah till here den..

2009-07-16T15:38:00.003+08:00

school starts tmrw for ME!!
todae is the last dae of my mc..hee..feeling better now..
hais..if not tmrw im doing the phase test..too bad..i can't..*sob*
i was sent bck home on tue n have 3 daes mc..tmrw hve to attend to other class..
hmm...malu seh!!
im not tat talkative in class..juz like to smile2 onli..

wel, gd luck on ur phase test tmrw my fwens!!
bleh ajar saye sikit2 ehk...hehehe!
bye!

2009-07-15T15:14:00.005+08:00

hey2!!

Sorie abt the late update..im sick!

n got 3 daes mc..hais..hve to rest for 3 daes! my fever is on/off..hmm..

wel, juz chged my bckgrd..since i got NOTHING to do..hahaha!

juz ate my medications juz now..feeling abit giddy..

ok den..wanna rest now..

bye2!

2009-07-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

BORED!!

hais..no mood!!hve to study n study..got phase test coming soon..

OMG!!the stressness is coming bck..

hmm..

2009-07-08T18:43:00.005+08:00

BACK!!

wel, its the 3rd dae in sch..argh!! hehehe.. been msgin Surur n Yusri tis few daes..im not really tat serious with Yusri..

im CONFUSED!

yusri is a cd guy..many of my fwens say tat he can't be trusted..onli go for looks.?

Alamak!! hais..i also dunnoe..how?!

Zul strted to contact me bck..aiyo! tat guy bnyk susah..

whatever! yestrdae, kind of hang out with ziela n jastina..gerek..

they like to call me 'Mok'..haha! am i FAT?

we chit chat abt some stuff..laugh2, story2..hee..

n they come out wif a topic abt hvin a BF.. they told me to juz stead wif him..

OMG! so embarassing..i said no..''he'' didn't say anythin..no movement is made by him..

i told them its better i juz find other guys than him..bt they stil want me to be wif him..dunnoe y.?

while updating my blog, now wacthing 'Michael Jackson Public Memorial'. felt quite sad..seriously..

he is like the legend..n everbody loves him n his songs..awww...

its really SAD..tears felt like droppin..hmm..We really mish him!!

Songs sang by him wil stil be heard frm evryone..Especially his FANS.!

i guess tats the last GOODBYE.. :(

2009-07-02T16:10:00.004+08:00

(mY FAV chocolate!)

yestrdae went out wif me mum..accompany her jln2..ok2 lah..

she treat me at Ramen Ten..i ate sushi n fries n stuff..hahaha..

so SEDAP!! bt the chocolate chged packing already..Tk BEST seh..haiz!!y?

todae went out to mit Danial at pasir ris MRT to tke some stuff which does not belong to me..

i hve to tke speaker..coz its Shukrie's want..nt mine..

den aftr tat met my mum..go to somerset to send her iPhone yg sot2 tu..heee..

klh, can't write much..hve to get ready now..hee..

byee!!

2009-07-01T13:29:00.003+08:00

hey2!

wanna say sorie coz i took some of ur pics without permision..hehe..

hope u guyz dun mind..those pics tat i hve nt put inside, sorie k..coz no space..

well, juz came bck frm NTU..met ila n revathi at tamp int..we took the same sch bus with the rest of the CP group including Shukrie group..

hahaha..we went for the maggot thing..

it was a interesting experience..hehee...den went home straight wif ila..

BORING..ila ask me to go swimming with her n shuk n the others..

wel, have not decide yet..hmmm..

2009-06-28T23:20:00.005+08:00

HEY2!!!

hee..sorie abt the late updates..been bz n sort of no time to on my Lappy..haha..

ok2, i'll update what happen frm tuesdae onwards aite.? :D

hmmm..

Tuesdae, 23.6.09,

its my 2nd dae at IMH..im in the aftrnoon shift..met ila n the rest at Pasir Ris MRT..tis im not late..haha! todae is like the BEST dae evr!! I'll tel wat happen ltr aite..Took the bus n saw Shukrie n Revathi alrdy inside..I sat wif ila..when reach our destination, me, ila n shukrie walked together, chat n bla bla bla..he bought cakes frm his work place at coffeebean..we ate together as a group..like a 'Sharing Moments'..hahaha! There is also a chocolate cake..*yum2* he offered me n i ate..After eating n all, there is abit of chocolate cake left n he asked me if i want or not..wel, its chocolate cake! who doesn't rite.? hahaha! i said ok, i want..n guess wat..

he fed me wif the last piece of chocolate cake!!ARGH!!hee.. i didn't expect tat he would do tat..seriously..i thought his gonna give me the fork n throw the container away..bt it turned out to be wrong..hahaha! My friends saw everythin n they were like SHOCKED/SURPRISED n kept smiling2 at me..OH GOSH!! malu seh..haha! best2!! :D

Wednesdae, 24.6.09,

same shift as yestrdae..wel, nothing much..juz played games wif the pt, planned abt our activities wif them, etc...its a BORING dae..n i kind of jealous wif tis someone..tat mke my dae BORED!!!

*whatever*! the irritatin yusri msg me..n hes definitely not my BF!!

its Firdaus Bdae!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE FIRDAUS!! :)

Thursdae, 25.6.09,

im in the mornin shift..had fun wif my fwens..we did the activity tat we planned..it turn out to be ok lar..they cooperate wif us..n tats gd..heee! Shukrie was so hyper n so the rest of the members..except the dancing part..Yeah! im shy.. *BLUSH*.. my fwens frm the other group prank kol me todae..haha! bt i didn't ans..i asked him to ans it for me..n he did..he said its a prank kol!! haha..want to prank bt den backgrd gt someone is giggling..aiyo! :P

Fridae, 26.6.09,

its our last dae at IMH!! YAHOO!! bt holidae 1wk je..alamak! spend my last dae wif the pts..talk to them, play games..i played uno with 2 pts including ila n syuk..its was FUN..he didn't want ila n me to finish the card fastr..it was really funny n alot of laughtr..time for home, everybdy is gone..left me, him n nad..nad asked to accompany her ard 4+ coz her group hve nt finish the activity yet..shuk is changin..n i dunnoe tat he have not gone yet..i thought it was onli left with me n her.. i was holding my bag, n saw him juz came out frm the toilet..n said ok, lets go..

i was like..huh.? he kept saying wanna go now..actually i didn't wait for him..den i asked him to wait for nad awhile den we go same2..den he like errrr....i asked wat time he strt..den he said nvrm, he nid to go 1st coz he is in the rush..i said OK, bye..he thought i was waiting for him..aiyo!

2009-06-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

BACK!!
ok, todae sort of my 1st dae at IMH..wel, i hve alrdy been there a few wks ago..
bt onli for 1 wk..have to replaced another 1 more wk..*hais*
same team wif Shukrie, Zulaiha, Revathi n Su..1st time workin wif them..

i met ila at Tampines MRT ard 5:40am..den met revathi at pasir ris mrt..
saw the ''gerls'' tat i hate..hahaha!
we get on the bus together..
and guess wat?!....
Mira n Shukrie was inside..i was really SURPRISED! *me n my sleepy mood..*
he was smiling away..den i juz smile2 bck..aiyo!
Nvr go wif me..its ok..
im NOT JEALOUS k..hehe..she is my bestie u noe..
so no worries.. :D

nothin much actually..juz a tiring dae for me..
went to one place n another..hais..

2009-06-20T14:22:00.003+08:00

AIYO!

yestrdae is really nt a best dae evr..coz we didn't go attchmnt together..

hais..wat a waste! wel, he tk msg me..u dun expect me to msg him..rite?

nvrm!! forget it..same shift pon no USE..hahaha!

ouhk2, im alwaes being so sarcastik to yusri..he knew tat i kind of LAZY nk lyn..

hee..sorie..yestrdae was my last dae at CGH..BEST2!! :D

nxt stop wil be at IMH again..bt onli for 1 wk..den HOLIDAE TIME!

the sad thing is tat onli 1 wk of holidae..hmmm..

Jayleen talked to me all of a sudden..wel, i think she knew tat we r ignoring each other for the past few daes..

wel, its not me who strted it first..forget it!

cut my FRINGE todae!! ARGH!!

soo long alrdy..n its not acceptable..hee..*smile*

2009-06-17T10:17:00.003+08:00

Another boring dae..

hahaha!

wel, i wanna chnged my backgrd skins bt den dun realli hve time to chged yet..hehe!

i'll chnged 1 dae..BORED wif the old skin..

Atik called me again..at first he said tat im SOMBONG..

i was like ape je..siape tah yg sombong!

hais..abh the irritating yusri msg2 me..

nvr rply wil get scoldin..as if im his gerl..

hmpth!!

2009-06-16T10:52:00.004+08:00

eyy!!

wel, saw Shukrie n Mira ystrdae..during our break time..haha!

ystrdae time really flies very fast..i like..hehe!hopefully todae time wel fly fast too..

I have strted to hate Jayleen alrdy..she chnged since she fwen wif tis gerl..

at first she hate tis gerl..bt now its diffrent..there r like so close..

WHATEVER AR!!

i knw tat they r in the same shift..maybe frm there they r gettin more closer n closer..

the thing is tat, tat gerl is tryin to steal away my bestfwen..

Actualli she doesn't hve any fwen to talk to..tat is y!!

now Jayleen nvr even talk to me wen she saw me..

juz ignoring me..like STRANGER!

To tat gerl, plz find ur own fwen n STOP stealing other ppl bestfwen..

IDIOT!!

wat shld i do.? we hve been fwens since 1yr+..

shld i talk to her.? hais!

2009-06-14T12:25:00.003+08:00

hmm..ok..lets not continue abt him..haha!

wel, nothin much happen..

Atik called me..n i answered..as usual he asked for stead again..and i REFUSED!

hais..skjap contact,skjap tk..whatever ehk!

ystrdae went to eat at Bali Thai at TM wif my parents..

den went shopping at TM1..quite BORING..coz nothing interesting there..

its juz like the normal shoppin mall..hehee!

yana is goin to get her part-time job soon..haha! best2!!

working at Swensens if im not wrong..tmrw is her training dae..

COOL!! get salary cn TREAT ME..haha..

its her TURN..*smile*

2009-06-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

Phew!!
wat a tiring dae todae..
early in the mornin, abt 8am, mit Zulaiha at Tampines int..she asked me to accompany her go ubi..she ajak me yestrdae for todae..n i said ok..
Since tmrw im in the afternoon shift wif her..same team..y not.?
wel, she wanted to booked something..about her driving thing..
She kept askin me if im TIRED or not..she seems to be so worried..i juz said its ok..im not tat tired..hehe!
We finished early ard 9+..took train to simei..ate KFC Breakfast Meal wif her..
She treat me..haha..dun really hve enough money..She says tat she wanna treat me, its ok..
i was like ok..THKX! :D
Bonding time wif her..1st tyme..hehe..aftr eating, accompany her go shopping..she bought 2 clothes..haha..FUN kuar wif her..
Ard 12+, we mke a move to CGH..
THKX for the TREAT todae..i had fun goin out wif u..hahaha! nxt time my turn to treat her..

Nxt...
while im wif Zulaiha, Shukrie msg me..i forgot tat i hve to mit him todae..we r suppose to go attchmnt together todae!!
since we r in the same shift todae..haha..we alrdy planned to mit..but i forgot to tell him..supposed to mit him undr my block..
he msg me n said, ''todae mit at 1210 undr ur block..''
i was like OMG!!i said sorie, n told him we juz mit aftr work...n he said nvrm,its ok..*relieved*
den he asked me to accompany go TM1 to look for addidas clothes aftr work..i said ok..*smile*
ard 9+..went down to mit him..he was waitin for me..hahaha!
den we walk together2..talk2 etc...
BEST2!!da lama tk bbl or see him..
1 thing i like abt him, he is very CARING! he knew i work morning tmrw..he said something in a caring way..bt i'll tell tmrw den..to TIRED to type..wat tyme already..
i guess i'll continue tmrw..i wanna go to bed now!
nytes!!

p.s. Ain, i continue tmrw, abt him..

2009-06-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

Ohk..lets start..
i was FORCE to update by yana..hais..
todae everythin went well..As usual juz work,work,work..nt realli tat bz..
talked to some of my patients during free time..fun..
get to knw new fwens..i think..hee..

Before coming to work, saw Shukrie at 7-11..was surprised at first..coz its been a long time we saw each other..nt even msging..hehe!
Msg bt didn't rply..NORMAL!
todae decided to msg him first..replied late as usual..bt its ok..i dun mind..
we msg awhile onli coz he is wif his fwens..so tknk ganggu gitu..haha!*smile*
talk abt life n stuff..tats all..quite weird..dunnoe y i had tat feelings..

ok, talked to Ifah [Adit] a few daes back..FUN talking to her..da lama tk bbl n tk jmpe..
she said nowades its very hard for her to mit me or contact me..*giggle*
Yar rite.! well, hope to see her somedae..

To Ain:
thkx for reading my blog..n replied all of my tags..appreciate it lots..sorie abt the late updates for this few daes..been bz n tired..hope u undrstnd..i also did read ur post bt nvr tag..hehe..sorie..
Anw i mish u lots Ain..Seriously..its been like 1yr+ since last yr April i last saw u..before going for my 1st attchmnt..hais..hopefully we can bump into each other..hahaha! jokin.. :)

2009-06-05T10:03:00.004+08:00

Hais..

getting tired each dae..

wen for SIM ystrdae..n todae i am in the aftrnoon shift..

can't msg coz didn't pay FULL payment yet..atleast i paid half of it..

merepek seh!!

Sometimes im juz missing him so much..juz can't forget him..

ARGH!! i nid to cut my fringe alrdy..its getting longer n longer..bt no time..maybe i'll cut soon..hehe..

To Ain:

me n the guy tat i told u..his name is Atik..i no longer contact him..coz i've decided to juz be friends..n he didn't accept..he kept sayin he love me n stuff..bt 1 dae i'll still hve to leave him eventhough i hve feelings for him..hais..wat to do..now we nvr contact at all..

2009-06-02T16:49:00.004+08:00

BACK AGAIN!!
hehe..

Juz came bck frm work..worked mornin shift todae..
Been rushing for skills to get it sign..quite hard tis time..too many questions were being asked by her..haha..
Worked with Zulaiha for 1 wk..go BREAK also wif her..haha! Fun working wif her..
Accompany my fwen to TM..she wanna buy something for her guy..its her bdae tmrw..
Turning 18 is very fast..i think..hehe..
nothing much todae..hve to go for SIM on thursdae..OMG!!hais..
nt in the same shifts wif him already.. BORIN! *yawn*

Yana saw Shukrie ystrdae..was quite shocked wen she told me tat she called his name+smile+wave= at him..
and he did the same thing..haha..
*smile*

2009-05-29T22:03:00.004+08:00

Im BACK!!

hahaha..wel, been bz, tired and also LAZY to update my post..hehe!

lets see wat i did or happen for the past 4 daes [starting from Mon 25 May].

Mon, 25 May o9,

Its my 1st dae at new ward..as per normal..have orientation n end at ard 4pm..

Went home wif Shukrie n Mira..haha! Actualli juz wanna go home wif Mira bt den end up Shukrie is wif her..hahaha! :D

quite SURPRISED..den we went home together..fun alik wif them.. We laugh alot seh..

Mira liked to mke jokes..she really mke me laugh out loud..She n Shukrie really mke my dae todae..

She told me somethin abt wat he said to him abt me..bt den its realli nt a gd comment for me..

Oh well, wat to do..juz hve to accept it..hehe!

Tue, Wed..

Nothing much!!

Thurs, 28 May 09,

It was realli a tiring dae for me..seriously..

i worked morning shifts n im alone! cn u imaine tat..hais..

Everything i do alone..or not i asked my fwens for help if i realli can't handle..

I hate tis gerl..She is damn LAZY!! like to order2 ppl to do her work..

Whatever ar ngOk!!

Fri, 29 May 09,

todae..NOTHING MUCH!!

2009-05-21T18:58:00.005+08:00

OMG!!
i saw Haizad Imran just now!! 1st tyme lar seh.. he worked at IMH..
He's soo handsome n cute..tk SOMBONG..wel, my fwens took some pics wif him..bt sadly to say, i didn't get the chance to take photo wif him coz i was wondering ard..hahaha!!
wat a waste..hais! atleast i get to see him face to face.. :D
My fwens were like so 'kecoh'..keep saying handsome lar x2..den he smile n talk to us abit..
haha!!

todae is my 4th dae at IMH..wel, it was a FUN experience..im getting used to it..
talk to the patient without fear, play games etc..haha!!
work wif him todae..he chnged shift to morning coz he got appointmnt..i think.?
FUN lar seh work wif him..so HYPER..
den accompany him..sad thing is tat tk alik wif him..coz he went off earlier den us..
I had fun wif him..
I bought Soya Bean can to drink..den i offer him some n he wants it..
he drank n SMILE..say thkx..haha! i drank the sip of water tat he juz drank..
HAHAHA!!
wel, wherever i go, hes wif me..bt nt all he time..hee..

2009-05-19T10:23:00.002+08:00

yestrdae is like my 1st dae in IMH attachmnt..

at first it was FUN and EXCITED..bt wen i reach there n see the ppl there, i felt kind of SCARED.

Seriously tis is my 1st time there..i can't believe wat i see..

OMG!! wel, i stil hve to go there for 1 wk..hmm..

Wen i reach there i saw, Shukrie, Mira, Marni n Ziela...

hahaha..im happy to see them..MISH THEM ALOT!! :D

Guess wat.?

i went bck wif Shukrie ystrdae..hehe..wel, die yg ajak alik same2..

we r supposed to wait for Mira tapi she is going to be late..

at first he said ok, we wait..den last2 he said tk pyh coz he's tired n stuff..

Atlast we alik same2..onli he n me..hehe..

den saw my other fwen pt dlm bus n they saw us..

they were giggling..malu lar seh..hehe..

bt den we tk ddk ngan diorg coz tkde space..haha..

den kita ddk same2..haha!

i guess ystrdae wil be the last dae i went home wif him coz kita tk same shifts..haiz..

too bad..not my LUCK!

Ain:

ok..to tel u the truth..tat gerl is me..

haiz...

2009-05-14T15:18:00.005+08:00

Thkx for the reply Ain..

wel, wat u say is true..i agree..sometimes others juz hve NEGATIVES thinkin abt someone like tat..yup2..they r humans too..they hve feelings like us..they juz wanna try to changed..hais..sometimes others juz dun wanna give them another chance..rite?

Anw, i'll continue the story..

She asked 1 of her fwens opinion..bt den her fwens said dun be serious wif him..

he is nt suitable for u..

wat if he do something bad to u..like, strangle u or alwaes do pain things to u..

Plz think..if ur mum says NO.. den u shld follow wat she says..

After tat the gerl said ok n hang up on the phne..n think wat shld she do?who shld she follow?

THIS IS WAT THE GUY SAID: ''tat he wouldn't force tis gerl if she can't accept him..he wil wait for her no matter wat..eventhough ure attch to someone else, i'll still wait for u..''

Now they started to contact each other..almost everydae they talk on the phne..he started to say tat he love her n stuff..n also promise her tat he wil onli love her n no one else..

He juz wanna be wif her..

Tat gerl felt kind of touched by wat he says..whenever she think of tat, she alwaes think of wat her mum said..

Wat her mum said is alwaes in her mind..she's afraid to love him coz she can't decide wat to do..

whenever tis gerl thinks abt him or startd to like him, her mum questions n nagging is in her mind..

ALL the TIME..Sometimes she's afraid to love/like him..juz feels like givin up!!

Everybody is makin her think TWICE..hais..She juz feel like tellin him..

He alwaes says to her, y do i see u like kind of dun trust me.? whenver i msg abt love stuff, u dun really respond or respond like ure nt interested..its like u hve to think twice..50-50.?

Her reply is nothing..

How? shld she tel him the truth?

Sometimes tis gerl juz miss him..

Ain anothr question..

help her?

p.s. i mish u too AIN!! :D

2009-05-12T11:10:00.006+08:00

YESH2!!
Ain hve alrdy updated her blog..haha! thkx ain..
love awk many2!!hehe.. :D
I hve something to tell u..bt u hve to give me ur opinion k..
Imagine u r in their shoes k..Wat wil u do?

OK, here it goes..

There is tis gerl, who get to knw wif tis guy..wel, actually they knew each other for a long time alrdy..
juz tat they dun realli talk..bt den, tis guy asked for her no. n she gave..
After a few wks ltr, he suddenly msg tat gerl..den they get along..
Then a few daes ltr, her mum get to knw tat she is msging tis guy..

DETAILS ABT TIS GUY: He is 19yrs old, serving ns, hve a tattoo at his HAND bt is a good guy..

Nxt her mum is really mad..bt den her mum try to advised her nt to be friend with the guy coz he is not the rite type of guy tat is suitable for her..
She alwaes advised her daughter..bt den tis gerl can't stand her mum nagging at her all the time..
She is so CONFUSED..dun knw wat to do..
She wanted to tel him bt den she is afraid..coz tis guy is trying his best to be good..
To her, he is ok..his nt really a BAD guy..there is a good part abt him..
If she told him tat he doesn't want to be friends with again, he wil definitely felt sad..
Juz becoz he hve a tattoo no one wanna be friend wif him..
Ppl alwaes think BAD abt a GUY like him..
She is CONFUSED..not sure wat to do?

Should she follow wat her mum say n not to contact him ANIMORE?!

Juz be friends wif him n tell abt her situation.?

Tis gerl juz dun wanna HURT his fwen feelings..

AIN how?
juz wanna know ur opinion..

2009-05-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!

FED UP, FED UP, FED UP!!!

The more i see, the more i felt so GERAM!!

Hais...

Sometimes felt kind of JEALOUS..

Ain, hopefully u knw who i meant..

its alwaes him tat i mean..

Anw, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAE MUM!!

LOVE U!!

2009-05-06T15:31:00.002+08:00

GUESS WAT?!
3 wks of vacation?! COOL!!hahaha..bt didn't hve plans yet..again?
haiz..hehe..hmm..wel, ystrdae someone msg me..And its Surur..haha..weirdo..suddenly msg me out of nowhere.. :D
nvrm, u cn msg me..sometimes juz felt kind of BORED..
planned to go out wif Mira bt tk jdi..coz she is feeling ill right now..its ok den..
there is always nxt time k my frend..

Got to knw tis guy ystrdae..his name is Zul..Seriously dunnoe him..bt he knws my name..
talk to him for the 1st time..wel, he is ok lah..nice to cht wif..alot of story n laughter goin on..
weird?!
bt i dun tke him too seriously yet..coz dun really knw who he is..
his age? hmm... 19..stil ns..styed at Amk..gets jealous easily..
tats all..hehe!

2009-05-04T13:15:00.003+08:00

HEY2!!
im at home..tats the gd thing..hahaha!! no plans yet where i wanna go..wil see how..hmm..juz wanna say a few things before i leave..

''ONCE a LIAR/BETRAYER,

they CAN'T be TRUSTED!''

NVR APPRECIATES FRIENDSHIP!! Sometimes u juz can't trust ur own friends..wen they nid u they FIND U! wen u helped them n their PROBLEMS are SOLVED, they WILL FORGET U!! GD FRIENDS NVR LIES! they WILL STICK by you ALL the TIME!!

IS THIS WAT U CALL FRIENDS?!

NO WAY!!

P.S. too bad if u think u r the one! if u feel hurt or GUILTY, den it must be YOU!

(Nur Ain tis is nt for u..bt to some HEARTLESS FRIENDS out there)

ur krazie partner mish u AIN!! :)

2009-05-02T23:59:00.004+08:00

wel..juz dun wanna talk abt wat happen the last past 2 daes..hehe! ok..i went to watch movie wif my twin, yana todae..we watched at Century Square..since we hve NOTHING to do at home..haha..decided to treat her..onli for the tickets..hahaha!! for popcorn n stuff she come out..juz feel like treating her to watch movie..wel, she's LUCKY..the ticket cost $9.50..OMG!! so0..we watched '17 Again'.. the movie is very nice n interesting!! juz feel like watchin it again..haha! He is like so cute in the MOVIE..those who hve not watch, i think u shld..its really a gd movie..hahaha! aftr the movie hve ended, met my mum at TM..ate mac wif her..ok lah..we did hve fun togethr..actually, my mum asked us to watch 'Jgn Tegur'..bt we refused..cn u imagine me watching tat show..ouh..NVR!! so she watch wif her friends..haha! sorie mama..hehe..

Hmm..guess wat..i saw Faris..OMG! he da berubah seh..makin ''h''..bt we didn't really talk..bbl2 skjap je..haha..he hve to go somewhere..quite shocked to see him..hehe!

well...NO attchmnt for 1 wk..BEST2!!haha! klah, wil continue soon aite..

2009-04-30T07:51:00.003+08:00

AIN!!
Thkx 4 the advised tat u hve written it to me..appreciates it lots..although we didn't contact thru phone, atleast we did contact thru blog..haha! u r alwaes there for me n hear out my problms..how abt urs? do u hve any? btw THKX ALOT!!! :D. yup2..maybe wat u said is true..i shld msg him wen i feel like too..i juz dun wanna him to suspect anythin if i msg him everday..rite?. abt the better friends, yup maybe i shld juz treat him like a bestfriend to me..haha! i know u care for me..u juz dun wanna me to get hurt again like last time..thkx..ok, i'll not give any high hopes or decide any wrong decision k..dun worry..yup2..u really know wat type of girl i am..u too must tkecre of ur relationship wif him..ok?

Yestrdae work wif Zulaiha..fun..n alot of laughter..haha! im quite close to her during attachmnt time..wel, we love to disturb each other..go break same2..hehe! alot of SECRETS is being shared..mostly im closed to, Zulaiha, Jayleen, Wahidah, Revathi & Bear..they r friends tat u can trust on..hahaha.. maybe.? juz jokin..

Now abt him..i msg him yestrdae..coz todae we r in the same shift..i onli asked wat shift is he for todae..n his repled is aftrnoon..den asked him along to go attchmnt same2..n he said ok..normal time n place..as usual..hehe..den he strted to tell me abt his problms wif 1 of his friends tat i also knew..1st time he strt telling me his problms..quite SURPRISED..well, juz give him abit of advised..n asked him to say sorie..coz he is in the wrong..miting him todae n NO topic to talk..ARGH!!!

2009-04-29T09:39:00.003+08:00

Firstly wanna wish Mira..its her bdae todae!!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAE

MIRA!!!

may all her wishes came TRUE!! haha.. sorie present hutang dulu k..haha! dun worry abt ur present..i'll give aite.. :D

AIN!!! i read all of ur post already abt me..haha! thkx for the advised..appreciate it lots! sorie for the late update..i hve been bz wif my attachment shifts..hope u understnd..im really2 TIRED to on my laptop..haha! anw i mis u badly!!bt i'll try to update soon k?. abt him, i knw i shld juz treat him like a fwen first..tkmo malu2 wen im talkin to him..hais..sometimes i juz wanna give up on him..although i hate him or wat, i still mis him..dunnoe y?. hmm.. wel, juz hve to accept it..i think..k lets talk abt wat u mis k..

wel, nowadaes i didn't really msg him tat often..coz he didn't msg me since last wed..den Mira told me to msg him coz he said to her tat i didn't msg him for like 3 daes already..wen she asked him to strt the conversation, his reply is juz a laugh n smile..i was like huh?! den Mira asked me to msg..tkkn a gerl well strt the move first seh..its like duadua tk nk give in..hehe!den decided to msg him on mondae 27 April.. at night.. i sent him a msg like a, ''Fill in form''.Eg. 3 things u won't forget abt me n etc... den he reply.. i said thkx for replying n stuff.. den he said tat he was waiting for me to msg him..n also he has been bz wif his work n dance..he is doin a performance..den i said its ok..i am the want waitin for him to msg..hais..n also i said tat im afraid tat i'll msg him at the wrong time..his reply is, msg jek..i'll still rply pe..i felt so left out tao..den we continue to msg..n bla bla bla...so how ain? shld i msg him first? wat does he mean by left out? n also wat does this phrase means to u.."better frends tat grew its love thru more talk n more fun?"

Do explain to me wat is mention above...tis is latest tat i could write abt him..haha!

2009-04-22T17:55:00.004+08:00

ARGH!!!NO MOOD!!

PEACE OFF WIF HIM!!

wel, yesterdae went to cgh wif him again..he is the 1 tat msg me..ok den..fine..he met me undr my block..as per normal...hahaha! den bbl2..bt den ystrdae tk bbl sngt..tkde mood seh..abh pnt lak 2..cn u IMAGINE tat?! bt i did response sikit2 lah.. ntah lah.. den went home wif him again ystrdae..wel, alot of things happen..bt i dun wanna type here..mcm BINGGIT gitu! the more i write the more i get irritated..sorie! we alik same2 wif some of my friends..he is talkin to my fwens..den i juz smile2 je..tk ckp bnyk lah..im REALLY TIRED yestrdae..tat is y there is no word or voice to come out frm me..juz wish tat i could tell him tis..hais....its nt tat im SHY or wat..juz 1 word ''TIRED''..tats all..

Todae juz get to knw tat y wen he talked to me i didn't really respond..the onli phrase or word tat would come out frm me is:

-hmm..ouh..

-ehk?

-abh?

-*laugh*/*smile*

tats all..im sorie k..n also ''she'' said tat i know she likes me bt dun hve to suddenly berubah..juz be normal..like how i used to talk to my other friends..dun be malu2 infront of him..if tat is wat ''she'' wants tat i'll do it..im juz goin to talk n talk..juz treat him like my other friend..not MORE than tat!!i'll talk normally n joke2 ard..ARGH!!!! tat comment is alwaes in my mind now!! what shld i do AIN?! hais....hmmmm..

i asked for Mira help..juz to cover sikit2..WTH!!

2009-04-21T10:20:00.002+08:00

Decided nt to continue coz too long..haha..sorie ain..hehe! wel, yestrdae went to work wif him again..haha!! he msg me last Sundae night,juz to mit him at the same place on Mondae..my reply is juz ok..haha! *SMILE* my sis was wif me n ystrdae..she also saw him waiting for me pt bwh block..she juz smile je..klakar seh die..wel, he looks hapi wen he saw me..hehe..yar rite! den as usual he talk to me..tis time i did RESPOND ehk..so far ok lah..BEST gi keje same2..haha! Den we took the bus same2, ddk pon same2 n bbl2..1st time both of us tk dngr earpiece pat dlm bus..usually yesh..onli smlm tk..haha!

We reached too early..den accompany him go 7-11 to buy food n stuff..he offered me his drink bt i said no..i juz drink milo n mineral water..sweet drinks n gassy drinks..nope! Ain shld know rite? onli if she rmbrs it..hehe..he msg me to go 1st break..and again i can't coz i went 2nd break..haiz..nvrm, there wil be nxt time..i think..he also said mit him aftr attachment at 9pm..i said ok.. :)
Waited for him..he was like in a rush..his other friends all were talkin to my fwens..i was like eh2 die nie..i asked him, ''how abt them?'' his replied is,''da lmbt..nk jmpe kwn..'' den we left them n juz walk away..stil blur2 at tat moment..haha! he alwaes says tat his late..hais, ape je tao..then we talk2 abt wat happen..seriously alot of story..he really mke me laugh RABAK2..funny lar he..i laugh den he juz look2 n smile..malu seh..hehe!den we took train same2..mit his fwens skjap..den he send me smpai pt bustop 293 at interchnge..so SWIT of him..Overall, i had fun wif him ystrdae..

sometimes ijuzmishim! :D

2009-04-20T09:45:00.002+08:00

Guess wat..Fir hve blog..OMG!!bt didn't him..maybe tmrw or ltr i'll link..hahaha..ok lets talk abt last Fridae..i go work with Shukrie..he is the 1 tat wanna mit me n go together..onli the 2 of us..haha..he says he wanna mit me undr my block..since he insist..ok lah..we did talk..bt most of the time im very quiet..he is the one tat talks to me..hehe..weird..nothin much..
Den he msg me n asked me to go for 1st break bt unfortunately i can't..coz already plan wif my friends to go for 2nd break..hehe..sorie, u msg at the wrong timing..haha!*smile*..someone saw my msg n i think she is jealous or wat..im nt sure..haiz..*WHATEVA*!

Aftr my break, he msg me again..juz to say tat he is goin interchnge straight..coz wanna mit his fwens..i replied n said,''alrite den..its ok..''den we continue to msg2..haha..hapi lar seh..bt my bil da nk mhl..ALAMAK!!nvrm den..for him n other impt things cn msg..tk impt tk bleh reply..hehe!tats all..can't really write tat much..smpai bsok pagi pon tk abis..i'll continue tmrw aite..

:D

2009-04-16T10:32:00.003+08:00

yestrdae went home wif Mira, Shuk n some other friends of mine..hahaha!there is alot laughter than the other dae..1 thing tat i can spot abt him is tat he loves to SMILE alot! kind of weird..bt its ok..then we accompany him go Eastpoint to look for his stuff..he wanted to buy earpiece..after tat left me, mira n shuk..the rest all da nk alik..

Den we go Old Chang Kee..mira wanna buy some food..then we went home together in the same bus..while walkin to the bustop, mira offered me her food bt i refused..i said i dun want..den abt how many mins ltr, shuk offered me his food..he was like, ''yani2, rase..sdp sdp..rase sikit..'' I was like alamak nk rase ke tknk ehk..den i said, ''hmm..ok2 me rase..'' before i eat je mira said, ''eh, oh bile die srh mkn kau nk, aku srh kau tknk..'' den i juz laugh je..haha! then i said to both of them, ok i bite Mira want first then his want..after i had a bite of his food, he asked if the food is nice or nt..i juz smile n said yes..hahaha!!not sure wat is tat..den mira smile n walk infront n left me n him alone behind..hahaha!! ape je tao mira nie..hehe..

The bus arrived..n we took it..there is two empty seats..1st seat is mira, 2nd seat is him..both is alone..no one sat wif them..im the last want to came in..then mira is sittin outside..she doesn't want me to sit wif her instead she want me to sit wif him..i was like,'eh2 die nie..'then he was sittin inside..i can't mke decision..haha! den i keep sayin to mira to sit inside bt she still refused..i dunnoe wat to do..if i sit beside him ltr she thought wat seh..den if i nvr sit wif him ltr he think the other way.?then he juz kept lookin at me n smile2..den at last he beat mira hand n ask her to move inside n let me sit..haha..Atlast i sat wif mira..she scold me in a jokin way, sayin tat becoz of me she got beaten by him..den i juz laugh je..klakar lah she..my CRAZY frend!!
too many to write..there is alot of things mira said to me abt him..bt lazy to type..sowie..hehe..

2009-04-14T20:48:00.004+08:00

hais...workin is realli tired..wat to do..hve to go no matter wat..wel, todae is juz a normal dae like other dae..bt it is definitely 1 word to described todae which is ''TIRED''..hahaha!!todae didn't msg Fir coz my bil da nk mhl..hehe..sorie..hve to save..my bil naik seh! ALAMAK!! mcm aner nie?

Went home wif Mira n Yana..fun..kita cume talk2 je..mcm biase..didn't go break wif her n shuk todae..hahaha..nah, its ok..nothing much..juz feelin tired n weak..hmm..plan to watch the ''Jonas Brothers 3D Concert'', bt nt sure wen..ARGH!! i LOVE them..their songs are nice to hear..WOHOO!! hehehe..n the singer also cute..hehe..watch them ystrdae performing at the KCA 09..best lar seh..im a fan of JB bt didn't watch them in big screen..haha! wel, maybe soon..alrite gtg..wanna play games..

2009-04-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

halO!!

haha..wel, its been a very long time i didn't write the blog..sorie for the late update ain..hehe!attachmnt has strt..well..mny things i shld do..especially the skills..HOLIDAE is OVER! aiyo..ok..hmm..last Saturdae, 11 April is Shukrie bdae..i wish him..by giving him a bdae message through hp..he replied n said thank you..hehehe!!he also invite me to go out n celebrate wif him tapi i said its ok..u juz go n celebrate wif ur frends..anw im sick..his replied is ok, cpat2 baik coz mondae da attchmnt..caring seh..haha!ok forget it.

Todae is a very TIRING & FUN dae..hais..seriously tired..went home wif shuk n mira..best2 alik wif them..had FUN todae! mira msg me to go break wif her n shuk..den i said ok..*happy!!* he n her r in the same shift..first time went break wif them bt tk ddk same2..coz no space..im so hapi wen i saw him..da lama tk jmpe die lar seh! the 1st word tat he said wen he saw me is,' yani, da kurus..' i was like huh..i was blur at tat moment..hehe! then aftr eating mira talk to me den she said chey da kurus sikit ehk..haha..i was like huh tkde lah..den she talked abt her friends n stuff..den shuk talked to me n asked, ''eh, da kurus ehk..nape?tk mkn ehk?'' my response to him is,''serious?tkdelah..yani tk mkn sngt..''and then i juz smile2 onli..well...we didn't talk tat much..seriously hapi to see him.. :D its been a long time we didn't saw each other..hahaha!!

Then went bck wif him n mira..BEST lar SEH!! my frends keep askin me to talk to him..but then we got nothin to say..my frend said he malu2..den i was like ookk...he juz keep smiling n smiling je..klakar..bt sorie coz we didn't talk to u tat much coz mira is bz talkin to me..btw ure nt left alone aite!!hehehe! hais..BEST2!! lovestochimSMILE!

2009-04-08T14:28:00.003+08:00

Hmm..todae i read Ain blog..saw my name at her post..hahaha! im her krazie partner..haha! ok, well its true..been laughin alot wen im wif her..FUN!!ur blog nice n also u look pretty seh..''FWEEWIT!'' juz hope we could mit 1 dae..hais..mis u lots!

Ok..todae suppose to go out bt 'someone' woke up late..hehe! sowie..anw im sick..not well yet..nt sure if my mum allows me to go out todae wif my frends..haha..SORIE my FRENDS..hee..im sick at the wrong dae..hais..aru nk hve fun wif my frends..jmpe diorg, bbl2 ke etc..What a waste..nvrm den..tmrw i hve to go to Night Safari wif my frend Mira..she actually dunnoe tat im on the list for those who supposed to go there..At first she dun wanna go coz she got no fwens..When she knew my name is in the list, she ask me to go wif her..she say w/o me tk GEREK..i was like ok...maybe im goin to Night Safari tmrw!!YESH AR!!hehe..confirm Mira happy..the Weird thing is tat if i nvr go den she also dun wanna go..hehe..klakar lah die..

Todae my sis yana, saw shukrie at mrt tampines..she went out wif her fwen name Amira..her pri sch classmates..still contact..COOL! haha! den she straight away called my hp..juz to tell me tat she saw shukrie n some of his friends pt tmp mrt..yana purposely walk nearby him coz she wanna confirm if tat is him or nt..haha..den shukrie saw her..my sis juz uat bdh wen he is lookin at my sis..mcm step tk knl..coz wen he saw her je, he was like mumbling sayin tat ' eh, tu yani lah..ah2 yani..'he said to 1 of his frends..bt my sis juz act dunnoe..i was like eh2 die nie..she nvr even SMILE plak tu..i think he thought tat was me..now im afraid tat he will say tat im SOMBONG to him..hais..how seh?!ARGH!! andand lastly my sis say tat he is cute?aiyo..ape je!
im sorie..the 1 tat u saw is not ME..it is my twin sis yana..if i saw u confirm i'll smile..bt its really nt me..dun think the other way aite..its fun n difficult to hve a TWIN..haha!

2009-04-07T15:18:00.004+08:00

SICK,SICK,SICK!!

OMG!

im sick todae..so sudden..no voice, running nose n sore throat..argh!!n tmrw i hve plans wif my frends..i'll be goin to ECP for our class picnic..hais..stil wondering if i shld go or not tmrw?! if i really can't mke it tmrw den im SORIE guys..hope u all understand..i'll try to mke it if im feelin abit better..tk jaji aite..hehe!!todae stayed at home je..hve no appetite to eat bt my stomach is makin noise..haha! juz ate porridge cook by my twin sis..THKX! lucky she is nice to me..haha!if nt todae maybe meeting Fir under my blok..juz cht2 je..bt den he also advised me to stay at home n rest..swit nyer!!haha! well...maybe nxt time aite..

Now watching tv..cite flinstones to the rock vegas..i think so tat is the title..haha..ok lah..the movie is quite funny n swit..hehe!

AIN: yup2, i stil rmbr..u waited for me..den we alik same2..haha!those moments..hehe! btw i forgot to give u my new no..haha..maybe nxt time wen u on9 k sis..hehe!

buhbye den!

2009-04-05T19:28:00.004+08:00

BACK!!

hahaha!!as i PROMISED ain tat i'll update todae..so im goin to do it..hehe!

To Ain: i've read my tagboard on wat u said..and also i hve already replied..its good tat u still rmbr yusri..to me he nvr changed..haha..tkmo ckp psl die agi k..abt SK, die sentiase ade dngn ku..i wanna surprised him something..hehe!

it is swit of u to say tat u nearly cry on wat i said..bt seriously i miz u alot!!i keep thinkin abt the past wen we r together..FUN LAR SEH!! Especially bila part aku suka giler2 ngan kau..haha..abh ketawe rabak2!hahaha! FUN moments..nvrm..nxt time we try to mit k my fwen!!the bestest ever!!haha!! u gave me a url name for my blog, email for my friendster..haha..till now i didn't change any of the email..i didn't chnge my blog url coz i wanna u to read my blog n also for memories..heh..Overall ure everything to me.. :)

Todae is my elder sis bdae..shes turning 21!!WOHOO!!juz hope tat she is hapi in wat she is doin now..nt fight fight fight..understnd?!!had breakfast wif my mum n yana at mac..SEDAP!!haha! bt todae menu hashbrown is being replace by fries..dunnoe y..weird! den bought for my sister a bdae cake..Den order pizza, since the bdae girl wanna eat..haha!BEST mkn wif her..its a HAPPY DAY for me TODAE!!mcm biase juz msg2 wif fir..well, we talked last night on the phne..talk til 1 or 2 am..haha!ngantok seh..nvrm..ok lah, bbl ngan die..i LOVE to hear him LAUGH!cute lar seh..tapi he say to me tat wen im talkin to him, me mcm tkde mood gitu nk bbl ngan die..den i say no..its not like tat..me tgh main game seh..and also wen his talkin to me, he alwaes nk bbl ngan kwn die..i was like...hmmmm...klah gtg..wanna do other stuff..hehe!

yanimizAin!

2009-04-02T13:50:00.005+08:00

MR PATRICK

[its her's, yana]

MR SPONGEBOB

[its mine]

MIRA CALLED!!

My crazy frend called me..hahaha!!she is still in JB..n i miz talkin to her..eventhough she is nt in S'pore she still hve the heart to call me..hahaha!! klkar lah die..there is 1 time i told her,"kau kt JB,hp tk bwk tapi igt plk eh no. aku..hehe". Her reply is,"mestilah aku igt..aku picit2 je..". Tat is wat she told me..she nvr stop callin me 'mangko'..haha!k enough abt her..
todae maybe going out wif my frend..not sure yet where to go..hehe! plan bt not yet confirmed..hais..wel, yesterdae i check my results and i pass..bt my GPA is not so tat gd..haha! nvrm, atleast i pass all of the subject..no nid to retake..hehe! juz hve to concentrate on my CP..wat to do..andand also abt Fir, well..he kind of changed nowadays..not sure y..maybe he is too bz wif his stuff..its ok den..i undrstd..mcm fhm..hahaha!!its up to him to wait or not..its really his choice n nt mine..hais! guys r all the SAME!

:)